..that it has been ages since I was last here. Ages is in fact tantamount to more than a year. Yeah, that's really embarrassing. My last post was in November of 2011, and today is 4th March 2013.
What's even more embarrassing, you ask?
It's the fact that boredom brought me here. My last final of 11th grade was the day before yesterday, and like most days immediately after exams, I have nothing to do. I guess my mind takes a little time to adjust to the fact that there's no more mugging to do, no more deadlines to meet, no more late-night notes, no more stealthy Facebook logins. It is free to do whatever it likes, and it bloody loves it and so it embraces the fact hesitantly, just in case hopes don't come crashing down.
Also, my friends have totally let me down and have forced me to stay at home, so that's a big contributing factor of the I-have-nothing-to-do phase.
I have to admit this I have to start anew (and I have to.)
The last year wasn't really crazy busy. I entered 11th grade, the second last year of high school, and of course it was a little more demanding than 10th grade ever was, but did that not give me one minute to blog a little? The answer to that is sadly not what I'd like it to be.
I spent many days lazing around, doing absolutely nothing. I remember one day vividly when I got up, ate, slept again and woke up the next day. I wasn't even that tired. Looking back, I don't even know why I remember this day! So the point I am trying to make is that I haven't written anything really, in more than a year (no posts, no short stories, no journals, no nothing. Of course if you count filthy long e-mails, that's another story.)
Only now I am realizing how much I've missed blogging.
I am very aware of the fact that my last post was very much like this one, where I cribbed about how much I'd missed blogging and how busy I'd been and how I was gonna start again and I guess we all know how that turned out.
So this is just a short post of apology and hopes to start again. :)
What's even more embarrassing, you ask?
It's the fact that boredom brought me here. My last final of 11th grade was the day before yesterday, and like most days immediately after exams, I have nothing to do. I guess my mind takes a little time to adjust to the fact that there's no more mugging to do, no more deadlines to meet, no more late-night notes, no more stealthy Facebook logins. It is free to do whatever it likes, and it bloody loves it and so it embraces the fact hesitantly, just in case hopes don't come crashing down.
Also, my friends have totally let me down and have forced me to stay at home, so that's a big contributing factor of the I-have-nothing-to-do phase.
I have to admit this I have to start anew (and I have to.)
The last year wasn't really crazy busy. I entered 11th grade, the second last year of high school, and of course it was a little more demanding than 10th grade ever was, but did that not give me one minute to blog a little? The answer to that is sadly not what I'd like it to be.
I spent many days lazing around, doing absolutely nothing. I remember one day vividly when I got up, ate, slept again and woke up the next day. I wasn't even that tired. Looking back, I don't even know why I remember this day! So the point I am trying to make is that I haven't written anything really, in more than a year (no posts, no short stories, no journals, no nothing. Of course if you count filthy long e-mails, that's another story.)
Only now I am realizing how much I've missed blogging.
I am very aware of the fact that my last post was very much like this one, where I cribbed about how much I'd missed blogging and how busy I'd been and how I was gonna start again and I guess we all know how that turned out.
So this is just a short post of apology and hopes to start again. :)
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