Strange and beautiful

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
I've been secretly falling apart..Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me but you just
Cant see, you turn every head
But you dont see me
I'll put a spell on you
You fall asleep when I put a spell on you
And when I wake you, I'd be the first thing you see
And you'd realize that you love me

I know..beautiful right??
Am I an idiot or what! Okay, so I've heard two Aqualung songs..the first being Brighter than sunshine, which is damn AMAZING, easily one of the best songs I've heard as of yet..and the second being this!! :)
Every song I listen to by Aqualung, I instantly fall in love with it..shouldn't I be listening more to it??
Btw, Aqualung is NOT a band, though it totally sounds like one. Its this geeky-looking-pastel-faced-bespectacled guy who has the most tranquil voice I've ever heard, no kidding!
Too bad his voice and looks are inversely proportional to each other!! Sigh sigh, you cant have everything, can u??

Sooo..how long has it been since I was last here? About a month? I've just been so SO busyy! (I KNOW I HAVE TO FIND A NEW LINE. Every single post over here, HAS to have this line..'Birdie's been busy'- Hey..alliteration!) So ever since Diwali, bhaiya's been here, and I just do not get to sit on the PC so much when he's around, I dont even miss it!
He went yesterday!! :( I cried my eyeballs out..my eyes kinda resembled Voldemort's nose!! :o
Which reminds me, did u guys see Deathly Hallows?! Was it ONE AMAZING MOVIE!! I was prepared for the worst, what with making a total crap of Half-blood prince the movie! But thankfully, they decided to stick to the facts (umm, that ironic na?? When it comes to Harry Potter, nothing's really factual!! :P), and the movie was superbly brilliant!!! I went with friends, and what was great was, that bhaiya and his friends, and me and my friends made programs on the same day incidentally, so although we weren't sitting together, we kinda went together :)
Although Yashwi and Pallavi, with all their guffawing, and Vikas and Shashwat with all the expert comments, and Ratnam with all the cussing, totallyyyyy spoiled the mood, not to mention the sick Hindi dubbing, the movie managed to hold me (okay fine, I had to get up from where my friends were sitting and go sit with bhaiya. But ugh, those silly guards, if u go sit ABOVE where u were, they are by your side in a second..I had to go sit neeche..but it was worth it..there were these guys who were sitting next to my group who had to change seats too..I am telling you, you do NOT go watch a HP with people like Yashwii!)
I almost cried when Dobby died! Almost, but not quite, cause I already knew all that was gonna happen, having read the book a gazillion times (five-six :P)

So nowww, what am I looking forward to??? My cousins coming on 18th!!!! =D I canNOT wait to see Munmun!! Not to mention, she is bringing with her THE LORD OF THE RINGS!!! I've wanted to read this book ever since I discovered bhaiya's obsession with it, and then I Googled it, and then I started noticing it on TV, the many times it comes on WB!!
It was unsurprisingly unavailable in Varanasi, so I asked maasi to bring it from Gwalior (thats not where she lives though, thats where Munmun and Chunmun study..in Scindia) Cause I faintly remembered seeing it once in this awesome bookshop there, Wordsworth!!
Hum hum..let see..what else?? Oh YEAH! I AM SOO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY!!!
Okay call me a nerd, cause thats what I AM, I got a 14/14 and 7/7 in Socials :) :) Of course, Geography HAD to barge in and spoil it all with a 4 :P
But whatever, and then I am 100% sure I am getting a 30/30 in Maths, which is the FIRST time in three years!! I finally feel like Shambhavi the blue blazer once again!! :D
Seriously, maybe its infectious..cause I was wearing the blue blazer today..and suddenly my academic life was rocking!!!! I was acting so stupid today..everyone's like 'Stop boasting' 'Go away' 'Bitchhh' 'WEIRDO' :D And I was like 'BITEE MEE!!!! I LOVE LIFE!! I LOVE ASIF (maths teacher) I LOVEEEEEEE EVERYTHING' Hahahah :D :D
I'd totally forgotten how getting marks felt..it feels g-ood! :)

Enough for todayyy! I have to write some more..oh haan, I forgot to tell ya, I am writing a book which is untitled as of yet..which is gonna be about a girl called Yamini Kashyap (Yami), in 10th grade in DPS, in Varanasi of course..I figured, the only way I have of researching about other places is through the net, which is not practical, just informative! So its better to stick with what I am experiencing!! I am gonna take my experiences, my friends' lives, stupid rumors you hear every day, most of which are untrue, I am gonna take it ALL and put it in the book! But I ll twist n turn it..like, my experiences may be portrayed as some distant friend's, or some girl from school Yami doesnt talk to, only know, you know what I mean??
Man, am I excited!!!! :) :) :)

More later..
till then,
Keep praying at night that all terrorists DIE, and poverty is eradicated ASAP!
Oh, and also all assholes in my school come face to face with who they really are, not who they think they are..but then, thats virtually impossible right??? Doesn't hurt, anyway!
Mwaaahh!