Love Drunk

I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye

I am officially in love with this song. Boys Like Girls..the band's name is as true as the fact that all their songs are beyond awesome!!! First there was Two is Better Than Me, and now Love Drunk!! =)

I wish I was a part of their band..I'd provide 'em with all those "oohh"s and "aahh"s in a sassy girly voice!! I could seriously do that! What a life it would be..not to mention I could be in a relationship with the lead (whose name I dont remember now, but does it matter? He is WOW!) Very frankly, I'd agree to be in a relationship with ANY guy who sings "Two Is Better Than One" to me! Seriously!!

I haven't blogged in a long time, have I?? Well, exams do that to you!

During exams, I have this strange habit of making LISTS!!! All the time they used to be roughly jotted, or not written at all..but this time I decided to put one here!!

So here's a list of songs I am addicted to currently, and are therefore, MUST-LISTEN-TO songs!!!

• Love Drunk- Boys Like Girls
• I Belong To You- Muse: I cant find the words to say..but they're overdue..I've travelled half the world to say..I belong to you..ooohhh..ohhhhh!! >
• Tujhe Bhula Diya- Anjaana Anjaani : Phir kyun teri yaadon ne mujhe rula diya..??
• Mera Jeena Hai Kya: Aashaayein : Jeena hai kya..marna hai kya..jab saath tera nahi..paa ke rab kya karoon..jab tu hi mera nahi!! :)
• Supermassive Black Hole- Muse: I heard this long ago..back when Twilight released..but I recently got re-addicted to it!! =D
• You are the music in me: Ditto! Rehooked!
• For the first time: The Script- FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!! :)

Thats enough of my addiction list for noww!!!!

You wanna know some good news???

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM OFFICIALLY UN-DEAD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not the House of night now I am gonna kill innocent pizza delivery guys for the fun of it undead..the now I can have fun again undead!! =D
Plus, I am reading this book called The Kingdom of Dreams by Judith McNaught which is bloody fricking AWESOMEEEE!!!!!!!!!! I love all her books!! :)

Although all her stories are very VERY obvious..the man is always some rich duke/earl/king and he has a very active physical life, a popular bachelor every mother hounds..and then he meets this girl and then comes lust, and then love!! :) And then there's zillions of misunderstandings but in the end..as they say..love conquers all !!! :)

PS. There's still Computers together..but its graded! Translation: WHO CARES??

Gotta read more!!!

I figured I hadn't written in a long time..so there!! :)

I am not in my muse today suppose..its deserted me..for the time being!

More later then !!!!!

I AM SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D =D

Major sense of foreboding

That's what I am getting right now..a major MAJOR one!!!
Reason? Maths exam tomorrow. Enough said.
I just read my blog posts..and the cribbing-about-exams thing is getting realllyy monotonous. But whats good is that once tomorrow comes, I ll no longer have to prove OBVIOUSLY straight lines straight..I wont have to solve incomprehensible linear equations..I wont have to mug up all theorems, axioms and postulates, no more congruent triangles..thats MY definition of bliss. For the time being, at least..
I really really hope I dont flunk...thats a bit of an exaggeration though..I've prepared as much to be sure that I dont flunk..but I seriously want to get a 90 plus!! Call me a nerd, but I want to..that's that!!
But then, once Maths is over, come to think of it, there's so many subjects LEFT!! *sigh*
Right now, the song I can most relate to, is Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day!!!

I remember this series called Shaka Laka Boom Boom (NOT the movie. The movie, from what I've heard and the limited amount of scenes and songs in the trailers that I have seen, was trash) where this guy Sanju who has a magic pencil which transforms his drawings into authentic stuff, sketches a guy, and this guy has a weird yet awesome gift that when he sleeps with a book under his head, he wakes up miraculously knowing ALL about the book. All as in all..EVERY bloody thing mentioned in the book.
I sooo wish I could do that with the blasted RS. Agrawal book..that's another definition of bliss!!! :)

Can't be aquainted with stuff I actually like today..got a lot of despicable things to do.

Please please PLEASE wish me all the luck you can..
Luck is the only thing close to a savior this time around..
=(

Hope to write in good spirits, my next post that is..!!

I am proud of myself!!! =)

So..today..I did something that I never, I repeat never ever thought I'd even think of doing. Not in my wildest dreams. Actually, on a second thought, it's not all that WILD, the word sounds kinda horny ever since they started associating it with deodrants which make waxed men irresistible. Yeah, Waxed men. Irresistible!! =P Which world are u living in??? It looks GAY to me really, maybe other guys find them irresistible.
Damn, talk about desultory. Let's get to the point. I deactivated my Facebook account!!!! I have no idea which face to make, cause although I am an addict when it comes to FB, I am also shockingly PROUD of myself for having done that. Maybe its because whenever someone told me/asked me whether I'd ever deactivate it, I gave them the 'are-you-absolutely-mental' or my ever-famous horror-struck look and was like "I can't leave my boyfriend, you know!! :)"
Oh well, looks like I finally had to. But its just that, Facebook is a major distraction. Like, the personification of the God of Distraction..or maybe its the Devil of Distraction. Whatever it is!! And I was starting to get that blithering kind of a feeling, thanks to all the brilliant questions popped up by basically ALL teachers, and 3/4th of my day was spent on Facebook, so I felt like it was a necessity. Plus, it also had a little something to do with the fact that Yashwi sort of challenged me, when I said 'Enough yaar!! No more Facebook..now toh bas din bhar I'll be stuck with my books, nights ending in a deep slumber with my books, wake up with books to greet me 'Good Morning' (cut out the Good, please) and just live with them, because honestly, Maths literally halwa ho gaii!!! =o Oh and by the way, did I tell you I lluurrvvv exaggerating stuff?? So I might not have said ALL of that, but definitely some, or most of it!! Really!!
She just coolly replied 'De-activate it!'
And thanks to my ego, some sorta weird attitude, or just a plain bet, I was like 'Fine I will!!'
That happened like two weeks ago..and she decided to mock me today!! On the phone, which is worse..
And bam, I de-activated it!!!
But now, abhi while writing, I am thinking again, and its actually not that big a deal. I mean, ALL I have to do is log in with my usual e-mail and password, and it will be re-activated. Just like that. With a fricking click!! Oh, and some typing too. But I have something to be pride of right now, I am NOT gonna let that feeling sink!!!

Of course, I can't live without Facebook, you don't expect me to, do you?? So I just opened it a mere two times, from Mauli's account, although we have just a handful of friends in mutual. I was gonna use Neha di's, when I rememebered that she changed her password, and I was so used to the earlier one, I have no idea what the new one is, just a vague idea, which is of course, tantamount to having zero access. And then I say I am a mugger.

And yet again, I am thinking (I tend to do that a lot during the examinations vaale days..I dunno why..my imagination works wonders..maybe its charged by stress or something..you never know..weirder stuff has happened) that Facebook de-activation isn't really gonna do me much good, because now I find myself strung out to blogging. Of course, I can't stop all these thoughts that keep forming themselves in my jobless brain..so I just gotta let 'em flow here..

But the flow now has to stop, for the moments, for my eyelids REFUSE to even stay ajar anymore!!
Good night my new obsession..I am way too tired to write your dialogs, so I'll do that later.. =)

Night!!

Ha-pp-ppy Budday!!

This post is dedicated to my knight in shining armor, elixir of life, my personal Ron Weasley and Sirius Black (when you consider me to be Harry Potter and James Potter) Varsha Rupani!!
Who turned 15 at the stroke of midnight today!! :)
Happpppppyyyyyyyy Budday my dearest!!!!!!!!!! =D
Ever since, ALL I have been doing is, telling her that she is a "buddhi amma" now (I am still 14!!!) and she's gonna die before I do!! =D
I feel so insanely young everytime one of my friends have their birthdays, because I am younger than ALL my closest friends (the largest difference being 3 years!)!!

So well, I had one helluva day today!!!! School was actually FUN, in the literal sense, completely after what seems right now like an eternity, really!
Of course, the most significant contributing factor was the muffins and cakes she brought. Fact: Varsha's mum bakes the BEST cakes and muffins ever. Seriously. And of course, she's totally like Mrs. Weasley, she is a strong believer that the more we eat, the more we excel in well, anything. Or maybe she loves stuffing us. The latter seems realistic, if you know her mum.
Even the card made for her, by me of course, constituted of a lot more thanks to her mother than to her. Remember that blog post on Friendship's Day?? So, well, you guys know them, if it hadn't been for her, I wouldn't have my elixir of life or Ron Weasley or Sirius Black at all. And no, its NOT because of the reason that she gave birth to her, which now that I think about it, seems wayyy more obvious.
Today was the BEST day ever!!!!!!!!! =D We bunked the whole time, the weather was beyond awesome, every fricking teacher seemed to be absent/our ears downright REFUSED to register any word they said, I got punished a record-breaking 5 times (I dunno when EXACTLY, but I have started feeling insanely proud when I defy a teacher and/or I'm punished. The other day, our "Respected teacher" The Tarun..btw..The preceded Tarun because he has an infuriating THING for it. Seriously. When he's reading from the book, even then he adds his own "the"s and "a"s wherever he feels like. I mean seriously, is it that difficult to pay attention in your English class? And then they go on and give lectures on concentration. Hypocrites really. The other day he was telling me how "I somehow passed 8th grade and that I don't study and that I'm a disturbing element, when I unservilely, like the expect us to, pointed out to him that I am a blue belt holder, and what does he say to that? "Academics isn't the only thing required. Notebook and companion submission is necessary too." I informed him that both of the mentioned things were checked, so he's like "You aren't doing ME a favor" Oh well, seriously man, WHAT do you want me to do? You see how far I go when it comes to criticizing teachers. Don't ever get me started). Plus we ate zillions (four) larger than life muffins, which were AMBROSIAL!!!!!!!!! I wish mum learned how to bake too. She finds it a waste of time, and says I can order and there's always Cake Parlour. Still, of late, she's been making plans to start learning, but keeping in mind from which side I got the rich art of procrastinating, odds are still low that she might start anytime in near future.
And Varsha, being the byatch that she is, says carrying large Tupperwares filled with choco-stuff is NOT her idea of coming to school everyday. All I can do is sigh. And go to her place as often as I can.

Oh, and did I mention that the weather TOTALLY calls, screams, shouts, begs for an outing. Maybe to some hill station. Or maybe a long drive. Or just a night-out. The air conditioner is NO use when it comes to such weather. I love it, really. Too bad Varanasi, is well, undescribably, unendurably HOT most of the time. Which sucks if you're me, who LOVES winters. Adore it! Of course, it doens't hurt that our winter school uniform is infinitely superior in comparison to the summer's. Not just in comparison, its just great aise bhi! I find EVERY student attractive in the winter uniform, really, its just that good. Almost every student I mean! =)
It was the first time in a LONG while when I returned home smelling more like myself and less like some football player when practice is over. Of course, football players are HAWT, if only they smelled good all the time. But you can't be all good things at a time unless you're Edward Cullen or something!! =)
I was SO disappointed when I heard David Bekham wouldn't be playing. Fact#2 He. Is. Hot. Enough said! This year was the first time I watched FIFA, I mean, every match where England and Portugal and Argentina played (I am in love with Christiano Renaldo and Lionel Messi. Sometimes, when I sit down to make a list of the guys I love, I feel like a slut!! =P) Then I found out David wasn't playing. So I stuck to just the other two teams. Yeah, I am shallow that way, I am not an avid sportsperson. In fact, I am sport-ally challenged, if you know what I mean. I am impaired. My hand-eye cordination, for one, is zilch. The only sport I can say that I PLAY, is Badminton, at which, thankfully I am good. Otherwise, I downright suck at every other sport. I used to like basketball when we had to stand in a queue and wait out turns and then concentrate and hit the ball inside the basket. More often than not, my ball DID manage to go inside the basket. THEN, they go on and introduce me to actual football, and that was the end of my being-a-part-of-the-school-basketball-team dream. Not exactly a dream, if you get the gist of what I am saying.

Two of my best friends (Munmun and Choti) play basketball. Munmun, who's my cousin too, and in 7th grade atm, is 5'7 and a half feet tall, when I am a mere 5'3/5'4 (and I consciously avoid walking beside her, but fail miserably) She is the basketball team captain. When I play with them, well, I can say I play. But otherwise, I am just too intimidated by everyone watching me and my every move. Plus, my hand-eye cordination is zero, like I mentioned earlier, so well, that ends with me playing only badminton.

Plus, expectantly Until You is The Bomb!!!!! I am hooked. But everytime I think of the Maths exam, I start hyperventilating. Plus, just when I was starting to feel a slight bit of confidence in my preparations, bam, I saw the sample papers and exam paper of other schools, not to mention the questions given to us by some substitute teacher who seemed to be sleep-walking by the way, *whoosh* all the hardly built confidence goes down the drain.
But all this LEAST concerns me when I am reading. When I read, its like I am teleported to a parallel, LOVELY, preferable universe, where EVERYTHING revolves around love-lives, and no one gives a DAMN about practical, real stuff. Of course, romance is real, but not the centre of attraction in real life, sadly. Of course I am talking about romance novels. When I read stuff like Harry Potter, I feel charged from within, ready to hex anyone who foolishly dares to come near me, but still, its a parallel lovely preferable universe too!!!
If only I could live there all my life!!
Like I always tend to say, Wishful Thinking Hurts!!!!!! Yeah, I learned that from Rihanna's Rehab!! :)

Its weird how my posts always end on such "happy" notes.
Well, u hate the courteous part of me, so I'll just say, More later..!!!!!! =)

PS. Superman by Eminem is SOME song. I love the way Eminem sings really. Every rapper pales in comparison to him. That matter-of-factly I-dont-give-a-fack attitude that emanates from him is simply out of the world!!!!!

I do know one thing though..bitches they
come they go..Saturday through Sunday Monday..Monday through Sunday Yo!! Maybe
I'll love you one day, maybe we'll someday grow, till then just sit your drunk
ass on that fackin' runway ho
Cause I can't be your
SUPERMAN!!!

I WON!!!

As in, the insanely good at mugging part of me won. I actually studied and now finally, I am done with Civics and Economics (which is the love of my life, apart from Edward..I have got a special thing for "E" I suppose!! :o)

I was randomly surfing when I came around this one picture, and I love it really. Its great how it describes the greatest truth ever in mere two words and such simplicity!

Oh, and I FINALLY completed Polynomials..most of it at least..just the last blasted formula exercise is left, which I absolutely detest, but well, I have to do it! :( And then there's RS. Aggrawal, 'The man who shouldn't have been born at all' All frickin questions in the CBSE sample paper constitute HIS questions, which go mere sir ke upar se..damn him!!!! :X

I still have 5 days though. And I hate to say this, but Mauli has like two days left, and her preparations are well..meagre (read nil, like myself) so that makes me feel a little..just a little better, but well, I wanna be alive to give the exams (more like alive to live life after the exams) so I didn't tell her, and keeping in mind her preparations, I dun think she's gonna read it, because she always says "What good will it do to read your blog, when I am already unlucky enough to have to endure u SAYING all of that" Cheers to her sensitivity!!! =(

Plus, to add the the dangers, The Young Americans is finally picking up, and the guy is CUTE!!! =D But still..My new no. 1 craving: A new Judith McNaught book.. I wanna read raw romance!!!!!! I want a romantic hero I can fall in love with!! Judith McNaught!!

Too bad its VARSHA'S b'day tomorrow and not mine, or else I would have made everybody get me some or the other JM book, and then say goodbye to my As!! =D

So what will I do to satisfy this craving?? I am gonna download Until You once I am through with this post. Really I will. Although I still have to do one exercise, not to mention revise Civics, screw it all, I'll do it LATER! I feel like reading, and I'll just read.

Another thing that's eating me is Kashmir. I don't even have an opinion about it anymore. I just want all the violance to get over. Really, haven't they had enough? More than enough? The other day I read this article in Times Of India, written by a native Kashmiri woman, who said most of the people really didn't feel like Indians. "You can't make me feel like an Indian" she wrote. Which is absolutely true. But then again, like the government I can't think of a perfect solution to the current situation.

The best one would of course be to congregate all terrorists at some place, and then blow it off. Really, it would be perfect. One thing I don't understand is when Kashmir is a part of India, then HOW come Pakistanis think that it must have been a part of their country? I mean seriously, one day they'll come and say Delhi must have been a part of Pakistan. As unlikely as that may sound, what's the difference really?

Another solution can be to send every one of those blasted minds into some rehab centres, or some shrink, who might put some sense into their bogus minds. All this is really perturbing. Imagine getting up in the morning, all drowsy, sitting and settling into reading the paper, only WHAT do you find? Depressing, utterly depressing news. 88 people have died since July, which is HIGH!! Now they've imposed a curfew.

I sympathize with every single innocent native like the article writer, who has to endure all of this. It's sick, really. I for one would NOT be able to live in such a terrorized and violent place. The thought gives me the creeps.

On that enervating note, I bid you farwell, in hopes of writing again SOON!!

ISC: You're better when you write normally.

*Embarrassed* Fine, well, more later, I really need to READ now!!!!!!!!!

ISC!!!!! You can't read na?? Too bad!!!!

ISC: Isnt that what I do? When you write?

Oh well, you can't read novels!!!! =D

ISC: =(

BOO YAA!!! =D

I am unbelievible.

And this is the basting tone I am using here. I, what, like two-three hours ago said I'll be off to study..so you much be wondering what I've been doing ever since. Studying? Nahh! Reading a book? Not that as well. Watching TV. Nope. Talking to friends. Did for some time, but thats just a part of it. Well, what, you ask me then? I have been, well, sitting on the computer. (although the use of preposition makes me wonder all the time...how the hell can you set on your PC? And if you actually literally did that, it would be SO exciting, and -for lack of an infinitely better word- refreshing. I'd be seeing the black nothingness basically on top of the screen, instead of the same old boring screen. Put aside the aforementioned comparisons, I really do find it appealing. Oh well!) I closed the ISC tab, and then I was on Facebook, telling myself to log out and unwillingly dragging the cursor in the direction of the Logout button, when suddenly, there was a post related to Harry Potter (screw you Harry Potter post!) and I was like..let's check out one tiny short story on Harry Potter Fanfiction. So, well, one thing led to another (the phrase is usually used in a much too different scenario, but I do find it appropriate here) and what am I doing currently, besides typing this down of course? I've been reading Midnight Sun! Partial draft, when Stephanie promised the final copy would be infinitely superior. MIDNIGHT SUN!! I've already read it twice before, but no, there's no pulling back when you're inside your boyfriend's head now, is there? Gah! I hate myself. Abhor this stupid crazy urge to READ all the time. If only I wasn't so interested in novels like my friends (and no I wouldn't be wasting time doing things they do instead) I would be studying. And then I wouldn't feel that slight palpitant feeling everytime I get a 90+, something telling me, all genes there, no hard work!!
And still, with all this going inside my head, what do I settle for? I'd study at night. And yes I will. I will NOT watch Friends re-runs or VH1 Zzz.. Oh no, my friend, I really will study. Tomorrow we'll see which side of me wins. And you know who to bet on when the owner herself is hell bent on supporting the one side that would benefit her. We'll see, is all I can write for now!

By the way, ISC, you like the new makeover I gave you?? I didn't change much though, you look way too good already. I just changed the layout to increase the space to add some collateral text. You don't mind, do you? The main focus is going to be on you, trust me!! :)
ISC: I appreciate it!!!
Now there you go! And then Varsha says blogs are stupid. She is in for a big change of state of mind when I tell her how very friendly and understanding and sweet and nice you are!! You know I will..!! =D

Oh, and I have to mention, reading Midnight Sun brought back the Twilight me today! I remember now why I thought there couldn't be a better book. Of course, OF COURSE, Harry Potter still rocks my socks, tops the list, but I understand how I was and am again Twobsessed!!! <3>
ISC: Your wish, my command.
Oh stop it!!! *Blushes*
It struck me abhi, that you are sounding more and more like a submissive boyfriend than my blog.
ISC: And you are utterly clueless. Haven't I seen you write that sarcasm doesn't transfer well over text. Haven't I heard you think how stupid people are not to notice a person's retaliation to stupidity?
Umm..well, I guess so. *Dawns on me* Aoooohh!!!!!! So you were being sarcastic.
ISC: Took you too long.
Well, fine, be sarcastic. I am gonna shut you out of this post now. LOL, No one's replying back now..wonder why..what happened..where are you..unable to type back?? Huh?
ISC: My silence could mean you're not worth the argument!
Loser!! Using Facebook Like pages against me. I'll get you for this. I'll think of a retort. I just did, Your silence could also mean..uhm, well, I can't think of what else, but something other than what it is.
ISC: Does this make sense even to you?
Yes it does! Yes it very much does!
ISC: Very well then.
Ugh..stop now! I am enough of a mess already. Varsha is in for ANOTHER big change of state of mind, which would result in her saying, yet again "Blogs. Are. Stupid." I dunno about blogs, but she definitely is!
ISC: Right you are!!!
As always!! ;)

Apologies and Random ranting! Plus, I hate exams!!

I am almost as irregular here as with my personal diary..but at least this hasn't turned into one of my tuitions notebook. Thats the fate all those poor diaries suffered!! =P First, they have to endure all my endless ranting, only to find themselves torn apart and then having to tolerate maths. I feel sorry!! ;) No, ignore the face, I really really do!!!
So well, of course I have been such an ass with you dear blog, of course you'd like to ask me how I am..what I am doing..right??.. ..
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RIGHT???
Of course you want to!!!!!
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Okay FINE!! Continue with the silent treatment, I ll tell you how I have been doing anyway!!!
Which is by the way, not good. SO not good. Like the epitome of not-good-ness, if thats comprehensible. I know, I know life's always shitty with exams round the corner. But I fail to understand, how come none of us learn from all the miserable days we have to suffer, every year, that we should study? Here I am, dissing exams, when I should be studying. I ought to be studying. I am chastising myself in my head, "SHAMBHAVI, YOU SHOULD BLOODY STUDY" But it just doesn't happen. I have gone to the extent of preparing a schedule as to what I ll be studying in school (that's right. I am not kidding, really!!) due to all the free periods we get. But I just end up making stupid lists, songs and lyrics with my friends (who, as always, are like "Shambhavi yaar..exams hai..fat rahi hai..dar lag raha hai..kya hoga yaar..u are a scholar..u HAVE to help me out..answer sheet dikha diyo..ohho yaar..we should study..1 week left..its exams..effing semesters!!!" and I am, as always, like "Pata hai yaar! Maine to schedule banaya hai, chalo padhte hai" when they shoot me she-s-crazy looks, and go "Pagla gai ho?? Gadhi!! Cmon yaar..madam ko padhne do..schedule banaya hai *laughs*" and I am "Okay, so first you are cribbing, and then when I say maine schedule banaya hai toh suddenly I am stupid and crazy..?? Losers!!! :/" and they end it with incoherent mumblings always constituting of words like "exams" "FFFFFF" "Gadhi' "kya/baaii yaar") or else reading a book. Thats right. When I should be studying course books, I am perusing some awesome novel. Plus I have noticed, that all interesting cool vaali novels come to my notice when its time to study. Maybe they have something against me. Or maybe they just miss me turning their pages, sighing crying and laughing all the time. I prefer to think its the latter, because books are SOME dangerous stuff.
So I just issued this book called "The Young Americans" by some author whose name I cant recall abhi. The cover looked really interesting, but then I read the insides, which is (un)fortunately [The 'un' is in the bracket because if it would actually be as interesting, my grades would have to suffer big time. Not that they aren't in severe danger already] And I finally got the hard copy of Deathly Hallows, and I am finding it really hard to resist the urge to read it again. Oh, and did I tell you I already completed eight chapters again..?? Whoever introduced the idea of novels, seriously must have considered me his/her biggest enemy or something. That sounds atrocious, but true nevertheless!! Hmph, they know how to take revenge, only I didn't do anything in the first place.

But seriously all this time I have been resisting the temptation to read, to WRITE, I have been studying too. Not as much as I should, of DEFINITELY not as much as I should, but yeah, I am coping with it. Poor dear sissy sis Mauli. She has Socials tomorrow and she has like 6 chapters to complete, not that the others are all that well-prepared because she was busy procrastinating half the time, cribbing half the time. Which leaves little, if at all. But she's always been like this, and still she's a scholar! :O People find that nearly as surprising as the fact that I am one too. Both Mauli and me, genuinely think, there's some guardian angel that modifies our papers before the examiner gets to them. I am not being modest, just honest. The amount of hours I give, I should be average. Really.

Blog: Aww!!!!!! Here I have been holding a grudge, and my poor girl has been studying..I am so sorry!!!! I am completely listening now.

Yayyy!!!! See, its hard not to sympathize with girls as sweet and adorable as me!! I can't help it!! ;P
Oh, and I miss Neha di!!! We had this small little something, which led to the silent treatment kind of a fight and then Roshni di calls and tells me she is going to Bhopal!! I had to murder my ego and call her, and she picked up with a "Yaad aa gai meri??" =D So we made up, but she'll be back tomorrow, and I have a little TOO much to tell her, cant keep it inside, so I keep telling Varsha/Mauli/Kaushiki/Yashwi again and again, but they just don't listen. Apparently its not as interesting to them anymore. Bitches!!! :x I have to tell Choti too, but she's busy with exams!! If there was an award for someone who defers procrastinating too, she'd win it!! Poor her!! RIP. She is basically dead right now..sigh..

I need to be dead too now, the-social-chirpy-happy-go-lucky part of me at least. *You'll miss us* I will..sigh sigh..The part which is insanely good at mugging, stand up *Yes ma'am* Time to go!! *Right ma'am*

Miss me!!
Pray for me!!
PS. Random alert. I have been listening to Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston ft. Justin Bieber (The girl has a great voice. I love her voice, I love the way she sings, the music, the lyrics, but it so happens that I whole-heartedly support the fact that Justin IS a girl.) The song is definitely worth listening to!! Not as addictive as Love the way you lie, my ex-addiction, but its close. I love the "You can't make up your mind mind mind mind mind..Please dont waste my time time time time time" thing!!
PPS. A mind-blowing link for all you Harry Potter fanatics. See this, and love me for the rest of your lives for introducing you to it. www.harrypotterfanfiction.com
Remember how I said that once I completed Deathly Hallows, I'd be a bundle of nerved. Well, its the perfect solution to that. These awesome teenage (most of the time) writers come up with such wonderful stories. I read this one just last night, called "Nightfall" which is Harry Potter and Twilight combined. What more could I ask for? Plus, (SPOILER ALERT) Bella dies in the end, which is a cherry on the cake. Although I was sad for Edward!
PPPS. I really think I should go now!!!

An unexpected surprise!

When I first read Twilight, my feet were lifted off the ground (as sloppy as that may sound). I knew, I just KNEW that there was never going to be another book I would adore as much as Twilight. People came to recognize me as the Twobsessed(which is my blogger accound name as well), crazy Twilight lover, TwiHard, Twilight headcase. I read book after book, and came to love them all, but there was always this comparison I used to make, and Twilight always won.
The I read Harry Potter, and not only were my feet lifted off the groud, I was in the sky. I was soaring..flying..there wasn't a star in heaven that I couldn't reach (duh! of course its HSM! =P) I knew that if I compared this to Twilight, it would be an insult to the book itself. 'The book' being Harry Potter, and NOT Twilight.

I still remember when I used to say "Bah!! Twilight is the new Harry Potter..all you Wizard freaks, get a fricking life!!!" And well, now that I know it all, I feel like someone should have come and kicked me on my FACE to utter SUCH a big fat lie!!!!!!!!!!!!
Harry Potter, is, undeniably and undoubtedly the BEST BOOK EVER. No, there can never be another Harry Potter. There's no such thing as the "new Harry Potter"

Ever since I read Deathly Hallows, I've come to see the world in a new light. No, seriously.
And the most significant alteration is, now I don't call people (including myself), PEOPLE, or humans, or normal. Nah, I call them Muggles!!!!!! =)

I KNOW, I am 14, but there's this hope inside me which downright refuses to succumb that I am going to get a letter from Hogwarts. I just know that I am going to get a letter. Maybe its now the 11 years thing in reality. Maybe u get an official letter once u are 18. I honestly hope so!!
Please, God, PLEASE let that be true!!!!

Muggle world is BORING!!!! There's no Voldemort. Yeah, I have come to abhor Voldemort, yes, but, you just can't hate somone with the intensity that I do Voldemort without having some sort of a, I dunno, connection, attachment or something.
Most of all, I MISS HARRY POTTER!!! I miss reading what's happening in his life. I wanna know how he got married, when he got married, WHERE he got married. I wanna know ALL his emotions when his first child was born. I wanna know I wanna know I wanna know it all!!!!
I read recently that J.K. Rowling said that she doesn't guarantee that it's the end of HP. It's just that she's taken a break. "You never know, I might wanna return back to his world. But its unlikely" or something like that.
Well with a character and book that adorable, who wouldn't wanna return?? I am literally HUNGRY for another HP book. She just HAS to write one. If not, I will, I dunno, DIE or something!!! =)

So that was, by far, the most pleasant and welcome surprise I ever recieved in my life. After smugly stating to myself that I could never love a book as much as I love Twilight, I came across Harry Potter, which CHANGED my life!!!!!!! =)

So, now, I gotta go and get super-angry, hoping that maybe if I do, I ll do something fishy, which I, of course, would know, is magic!!! =D

I am back..I am back!!!!

Its been what..ages..since I last wrote?? I guess so..life's so SO hectic in 9th grade..I mean,I knew it was gonna be all workload and zillions of tests and projects and assignments and incessant mugging, but still, the intensity of all of it is like blowing me off!! I am f-lipping out!!! Everyone who cracks IIT having to mug up all sort of unendurable Physics formulae and Chemisty equations and stuff: RESPECT!!! :) 9th grade Phy and Chem has convinced me more than ever, that Science is just NOT my cup of coffee (I abhor even the smell of tea, you know..) Physics is abominable..whoever invented is, deserves to be tore apart from limb to limb, ripped into pieces, sent to Lord Voldemort, at him mercy..which of course means he'll die an excruciating, chilling death, because Voldemort and mercy??? Haha..you gotta be kidding me!!! =D

Which reminds me..Harry Potter is the best thing that ever happened to Planet Earth. To J.K. Rowling: Although you completely SUCK for murdering Sirius *cries* and Dumbledore, not to mention Harry's parents (though I forgive you for that, bearing in mind how their death lead to a temporary end to Lord Voldemort's reign, and although I am still reading Deathly Hallows, its ultimately gonna lead to Voldemort's death!), I LOVE YOU!! I ADORE YOU!!!!!! The more I've read Harry Potter, the more I've realized how very..unHarryistic Twilight is!!!! I mean, I still love Edward Cullen and all, but HP Series is wayyyy better than Twilight..I guess I am kind of insulting the series by comparing it to Twilight, or any other book for that matter!
Can't wait to finish it off..although I haven't managed to grab a hard copy, which would have been undoubtedly more comfortable, I am reading on the PC, which is okay, as long as I am getting inside Harry's world.
One thing troubling me is, whenever for some reason I am not able to read HP series, I go all restless. Normal world is so damned boring. After every book of the series I finish, there's this excited anticipation as to what would happen in the next part. But Deathly Hallows brings along with it a sense of despair, sadness, foreboding (Like I said..I am sure its gonna trouble me), a sense of void..that there's no book after this. No Harry, no fighting Voldemort, no unexpected adventures and twists and thrills. But I reckon (I used to go for I think earlier..but ever since Harry Potter happened, I am into reckoning!!! =D) maybe when everything is settled, when Voldemort is dead, when all lives in the magical world are stable, maybe I'd be able to let go. Although I definitely don't want to! It's just that I want Voldemort to die, but I don't want the series to end.. and both are drops of the same glass of Coke..if only I could drink all of it and leave some residue...*sigh*

Well, my normal world sucks with a capital S, boring with a capital B, and is getting way past my tolerance. Exams start: 20th September..zillions of assignments and projects are part of the FA, and I have a familiar I-am-so-screwed feeling bubbling inside me, the pre-exam feeling I always get..!!!

It doesn't help that I am really really REALLY sad that bhaiyya went back to Ahmedabad!! :( Although I didn't mention he came back from Germany, did I..?? Well he did, and he got me chocolates (although they absolutely did NOT suffice my capability =P) and and iPod Nano!!!!!!!!!! I am soo in love with it!!!!!!! :) :) :) :)

Now that I've written a short-term account of what I am going though..I feel good!! :)

More later then..
Tuitions awaiting me..not to mention learning some serious HINDI (which totally sucks..to the core) and then well..usual exam preparations. There form 5% of my plans..the remaining 95% is well..what, now I need to write it?? Reading Harry Potter of course!!! =D

P.S. Did I mention that I am absolutely in love with Economics and that there's no doubt I ll be taking up Commerce in 11th??
P.P.S. Did I mention that me and Ass-wi (who btw turns 15 today..HARRY BIRTHDAY!!! =D) are gonna be owners of the best mall the world is gonna have!!! Won't disclose our infrastructural plans here..too overt!!! :o
P.P.S. I really really need to go now!!

Mwacks!!!
Ciao
Pray for me!!! :)