Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Apologies and Random ranting! Plus, I hate exams!!

I am almost as irregular here as with my personal diary..but at least this hasn't turned into one of my tuitions notebook. Thats the fate all those poor diaries suffered!! =P First, they have to endure all my endless ranting, only to find themselves torn apart and then having to tolerate maths. I feel sorry!! ;) No, ignore the face, I really really do!!!
So well, of course I have been such an ass with you dear blog, of course you'd like to ask me how I am..what I am doing..right??.. ..
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RIGHT???
Of course you want to!!!!!
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Okay FINE!! Continue with the silent treatment, I ll tell you how I have been doing anyway!!!
Which is by the way, not good. SO not good. Like the epitome of not-good-ness, if thats comprehensible. I know, I know life's always shitty with exams round the corner. But I fail to understand, how come none of us learn from all the miserable days we have to suffer, every year, that we should study? Here I am, dissing exams, when I should be studying. I ought to be studying. I am chastising myself in my head, "SHAMBHAVI, YOU SHOULD BLOODY STUDY" But it just doesn't happen. I have gone to the extent of preparing a schedule as to what I ll be studying in school (that's right. I am not kidding, really!!) due to all the free periods we get. But I just end up making stupid lists, songs and lyrics with my friends (who, as always, are like "Shambhavi yaar..exams hai..fat rahi hai..dar lag raha hai..kya hoga yaar..u are a scholar..u HAVE to help me out..answer sheet dikha diyo..ohho yaar..we should study..1 week left..its exams..effing semesters!!!" and I am, as always, like "Pata hai yaar! Maine to schedule banaya hai, chalo padhte hai" when they shoot me she-s-crazy looks, and go "Pagla gai ho?? Gadhi!! Cmon yaar..madam ko padhne do..schedule banaya hai *laughs*" and I am "Okay, so first you are cribbing, and then when I say maine schedule banaya hai toh suddenly I am stupid and crazy..?? Losers!!! :/" and they end it with incoherent mumblings always constituting of words like "exams" "FFFFFF" "Gadhi' "kya/baaii yaar") or else reading a book. Thats right. When I should be studying course books, I am perusing some awesome novel. Plus I have noticed, that all interesting cool vaali novels come to my notice when its time to study. Maybe they have something against me. Or maybe they just miss me turning their pages, sighing crying and laughing all the time. I prefer to think its the latter, because books are SOME dangerous stuff.
So I just issued this book called "The Young Americans" by some author whose name I cant recall abhi. The cover looked really interesting, but then I read the insides, which is (un)fortunately [The 'un' is in the bracket because if it would actually be as interesting, my grades would have to suffer big time. Not that they aren't in severe danger already] And I finally got the hard copy of Deathly Hallows, and I am finding it really hard to resist the urge to read it again. Oh, and did I tell you I already completed eight chapters again..?? Whoever introduced the idea of novels, seriously must have considered me his/her biggest enemy or something. That sounds atrocious, but true nevertheless!! Hmph, they know how to take revenge, only I didn't do anything in the first place.

But seriously all this time I have been resisting the temptation to read, to WRITE, I have been studying too. Not as much as I should, of DEFINITELY not as much as I should, but yeah, I am coping with it. Poor dear sissy sis Mauli. She has Socials tomorrow and she has like 6 chapters to complete, not that the others are all that well-prepared because she was busy procrastinating half the time, cribbing half the time. Which leaves little, if at all. But she's always been like this, and still she's a scholar! :O People find that nearly as surprising as the fact that I am one too. Both Mauli and me, genuinely think, there's some guardian angel that modifies our papers before the examiner gets to them. I am not being modest, just honest. The amount of hours I give, I should be average. Really.

Blog: Aww!!!!!! Here I have been holding a grudge, and my poor girl has been studying..I am so sorry!!!! I am completely listening now.

Yayyy!!!! See, its hard not to sympathize with girls as sweet and adorable as me!! I can't help it!! ;P
Oh, and I miss Neha di!!! We had this small little something, which led to the silent treatment kind of a fight and then Roshni di calls and tells me she is going to Bhopal!! I had to murder my ego and call her, and she picked up with a "Yaad aa gai meri??" =D So we made up, but she'll be back tomorrow, and I have a little TOO much to tell her, cant keep it inside, so I keep telling Varsha/Mauli/Kaushiki/Yashwi again and again, but they just don't listen. Apparently its not as interesting to them anymore. Bitches!!! :x I have to tell Choti too, but she's busy with exams!! If there was an award for someone who defers procrastinating too, she'd win it!! Poor her!! RIP. She is basically dead right now..sigh..

I need to be dead too now, the-social-chirpy-happy-go-lucky part of me at least. *You'll miss us* I will..sigh sigh..The part which is insanely good at mugging, stand up *Yes ma'am* Time to go!! *Right ma'am*

Miss me!!
Pray for me!!
PS. Random alert. I have been listening to Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston ft. Justin Bieber (The girl has a great voice. I love her voice, I love the way she sings, the music, the lyrics, but it so happens that I whole-heartedly support the fact that Justin IS a girl.) The song is definitely worth listening to!! Not as addictive as Love the way you lie, my ex-addiction, but its close. I love the "You can't make up your mind mind mind mind mind..Please dont waste my time time time time time" thing!!
PPS. A mind-blowing link for all you Harry Potter fanatics. See this, and love me for the rest of your lives for introducing you to it. www.harrypotterfanfiction.com
Remember how I said that once I completed Deathly Hallows, I'd be a bundle of nerved. Well, its the perfect solution to that. These awesome teenage (most of the time) writers come up with such wonderful stories. I read this one just last night, called "Nightfall" which is Harry Potter and Twilight combined. What more could I ask for? Plus, (SPOILER ALERT) Bella dies in the end, which is a cherry on the cake. Although I was sad for Edward!
PPPS. I really think I should go now!!!

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