I am proud of myself!!! =)

So..today..I did something that I never, I repeat never ever thought I'd even think of doing. Not in my wildest dreams. Actually, on a second thought, it's not all that WILD, the word sounds kinda horny ever since they started associating it with deodrants which make waxed men irresistible. Yeah, Waxed men. Irresistible!! =P Which world are u living in??? It looks GAY to me really, maybe other guys find them irresistible.
Damn, talk about desultory. Let's get to the point. I deactivated my Facebook account!!!! I have no idea which face to make, cause although I am an addict when it comes to FB, I am also shockingly PROUD of myself for having done that. Maybe its because whenever someone told me/asked me whether I'd ever deactivate it, I gave them the 'are-you-absolutely-mental' or my ever-famous horror-struck look and was like "I can't leave my boyfriend, you know!! :)"
Oh well, looks like I finally had to. But its just that, Facebook is a major distraction. Like, the personification of the God of Distraction..or maybe its the Devil of Distraction. Whatever it is!! And I was starting to get that blithering kind of a feeling, thanks to all the brilliant questions popped up by basically ALL teachers, and 3/4th of my day was spent on Facebook, so I felt like it was a necessity. Plus, it also had a little something to do with the fact that Yashwi sort of challenged me, when I said 'Enough yaar!! No more Facebook..now toh bas din bhar I'll be stuck with my books, nights ending in a deep slumber with my books, wake up with books to greet me 'Good Morning' (cut out the Good, please) and just live with them, because honestly, Maths literally halwa ho gaii!!! =o Oh and by the way, did I tell you I lluurrvvv exaggerating stuff?? So I might not have said ALL of that, but definitely some, or most of it!! Really!!
She just coolly replied 'De-activate it!'
And thanks to my ego, some sorta weird attitude, or just a plain bet, I was like 'Fine I will!!'
That happened like two weeks ago..and she decided to mock me today!! On the phone, which is worse..
And bam, I de-activated it!!!
But now, abhi while writing, I am thinking again, and its actually not that big a deal. I mean, ALL I have to do is log in with my usual e-mail and password, and it will be re-activated. Just like that. With a fricking click!! Oh, and some typing too. But I have something to be pride of right now, I am NOT gonna let that feeling sink!!!

Of course, I can't live without Facebook, you don't expect me to, do you?? So I just opened it a mere two times, from Mauli's account, although we have just a handful of friends in mutual. I was gonna use Neha di's, when I rememebered that she changed her password, and I was so used to the earlier one, I have no idea what the new one is, just a vague idea, which is of course, tantamount to having zero access. And then I say I am a mugger.

And yet again, I am thinking (I tend to do that a lot during the examinations vaale days..I dunno why..my imagination works wonders..maybe its charged by stress or something..you never know..weirder stuff has happened) that Facebook de-activation isn't really gonna do me much good, because now I find myself strung out to blogging. Of course, I can't stop all these thoughts that keep forming themselves in my jobless brain..so I just gotta let 'em flow here..

But the flow now has to stop, for the moments, for my eyelids REFUSE to even stay ajar anymore!!
Good night my new obsession..I am way too tired to write your dialogs, so I'll do that later.. =)

Night!!