Things that annoy me

Yes I suck for not posting more often, but can we get back to that later?
I am super duper bugged about something right now (wow, did that really sound as 2nd grade as I think it did?)
So we got our first semester results today. I was expecting something in 70s (which was bad enough as it is because it's 12th. You can't be a scholar your entire life and get casual in your senior year because the rest of it really doesn't MATTER.) so I was pretty cool when my entire class had hoarded our class teacher for a glimpse of the result (which by the way, they were going to get anyway. What was the point, guys?) but then my result was announced and I was.......not so cool after that.
I got 5-bloody-8%. You read that right. 58.
And the worst part? I actually deserve it. That right there is what is annoying the HELL out of me. Okay so I missed two tests, I had SAT to worry about and then I enrolled in this dance workshop and took part in Teachers Day but those are just what they sound like! Excuses! I know a lot of people who do so much more and yet manage to score a lot more. Heck, I used to do much more and score a lot more. What happened to me? 
I'll tell you what. I just didn't study. Really, that's the bottom line. I remember opening the Economics book one day before the test was scheduled, just because. I remember literally laughing at how abhorrently unprepared I was for the Accounts test. I remember how I totally gave up on Maths. I remember how I got 67/100 in ENGLISH. (Okay, very very frankly, that may have something to do with my teacher who hates me for no reason. I gave her reasons later to hate me more, but only AFTER it was established that she hated me. But do you take your anger out on a student's marks? That is so petty.) Anyway ENGLISH. My knight in shining armor, my Elixir of life, and it kicked me right in the face. The subject that surprisingly saved me is Business, the subject that annoys me the most ironically. 
In short I remember how extremely casually I took all the tests, and the results more than show.
True, the reason I took these tests casually was because I thought in the long run they really didn't matter, so what's the point? 
That still holds true BUT GRDGKDGWARFTWDEAWDSGDDFHDTE. I can't handle such marks. 
I know I sound completely vain and insipid right now but bear with me Blogger!

So anyway I have come up with the conclusion that marks may not matter in the long run but they do matter in the short run and that it's embarrassing the fuck out of me. Also, the worst part is that now whenever mom tells me to study I can't go all 'Just see my marks' because my marks are sadly no longer worth seeing.
Yashwi being a total darling reminded me there are mocks and two pre-boards left to study hard for and she's right but........oh my god WHY didn't I study? 
Why why why?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

I am done, I think. For the moment at least. 

Let's talk about some other things that annoy me to no end. Exhibit A, our school is conducting the half yearly exams of every class except 12th right now and as a result the students of different buses are combined while going back home, as the other students have already left. (Believe me that boring piece of information was necessary.) So anyway, a few days ago I entered the bus and sat on the second last seat like always when this teacher, who goes by some other bus but who was sitting in my bus because of the aforementioned combining of the buses, tells me to sit in front because it's a new rule that girls can't sit at the back. Excuse me, but what the fuck? I point blank refused of course. But it's been annoying me ever since anyway because IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY! What do you mean girls aren't "allowed" to sit at the back? Why the hell not? And to think that she herself is a female. It is beyond me how people find it in themselves to utter such rubbish. I was so prepared to fight her every day, I actually wanted her to take me to the co-ordinator (though I was pretty sure she wouldn't because it cannot be a rule, so what would be her grounds?) but sadly, and very annoyingly again, I couldn't go to school the next two days. The first day I missed my bus, and the second day my alarm didn't ring. (No I didn't secretly put it on silent to miss school like I sometimes do so mom won't hear it. I don't know why it happened. Maybe God wanted me to sleep?) and when today I went to school she didn't come!
Please god please, make sure our buses are combined on Monday because I SO want to make sure she knows I know what's allowed and what's not.

The other thing that's annoying me is that I am so indecisive about my future right now. October 2 is the last date for registering for SAT Subject Tests and I still can't decide if I want to sit the tests or not. I can't decide if I want to join CLAT coaching classes or not.
I decided against the coaching classes because I wanted to concentrate on 12th but we all know how THAT turned out, huh? :(
(on a side note, Blogspot, you need Emojis! Just a shoutout in the blogspot universe, let's hope someone notices it)

So any curious reader (who has managed to read thus far into this post, thankyou very much) must be wondering what exactly I am doing when I am not studying and/or doing anything else of any relevance? Well, I have come across this gem of a series that has given my life a new meaning. It is super mega foxy awesome. It's Community. Also, How I Met Your Mother, Modern Family, New Girl, and Glee are back. Not to mention Vampire Diaries will be back on October 2 (THE ORIGINAL PREMIERE GUYSSS) and then there's the Pretty Little Liars Halloween special on October 22 (RAVENSWOOD TOO, YOU GUYSSSS.) 
Spoiler alert- A detailed TV obsession post coming soon..

Now just tell me, how am I supposed to find time to study? 
I know I know, it's just a matter of time before my mom pulls the plug and I shall be left in a TV-WhatsApp-Instagram-less universe. 
I won't say novels because if even I am left without novels I shall quite simply cease to exist. Which reminds me, I am FINALLY reading To Kill  A Mockingbird which is such a great book! Everything they say about it is true true true. Once I am done, I'll dedicate an entire post to it.
On a related note, is it a sin to not like The Catcher in the Rye? Because I found it so utterly boring I had to force myself through each page. Why are people so obsessed with it again? Holden Caulfield is the phoniest person alive yet everything anyone does is phony to him. The most irritating thing was that everything 'killed' him. That killed me. (Was that hypocritical?)

Oh oh oh..it's Bigg Boss time.
Yes, you can all guess how much my poor result has affected me. 
*Ashamed*
Laters, baby. 
(You still suck E.L. James)

A whole lot of pointless, random jazz (and also something u should ABSOLUTELY check out towards the end)

There'll come a day
When you'll walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I am imagining
Baby how can I be sure?
That you're the one I am waiting for
Will you be..
Unmistakable?!

Thanks to Yashwi, I am adddicted to Backstreet Boys again!!! :)
So thing is, her cell phone had been on the switched off mode, since, well, MONTHS! She'd been using her mum's!! But then, suddenly she started using hers again !!
And she had this BEAUTIFUL song as her ringtone!! Pallavi and me went crazyyyyyy over what song it was!! Yeah, we were stupid enough not to just Google it right away.
Dont ask me why I didnt do it!!
And also, please, dont gimme that look :P
But well, even if I am with Mauli all the time nowadays, not all my sense is lost ;) So I finally did Google it and ever since I have been HOOKED to Backstreet Boys!!
I'll never break your heart is such a heart-wrenching song!!!!!!!!!! :)
She says no, but he takes the pain of finding out why, and upon getting to know she's a heartbroken girl, he puts his all to make her smile!! Awwwwwwwwwwww :)
All these old boys bands, like BB and Blue are soo bloody awesome!!!
And both the bands have one extremely cute guy!!
Although, I still dont know their names!! Who cares? As long as I can see them everyday on YouTube!! :D
Vaise bhi, they must be OLD now!
At least the Blue vaala would definitely be!! :'(

Oh, and now on the personal front, I am majama :D
Jhakkas, dhinchak, rabchik!! :P
Aweeesomeeeeee!!!!!!
I love you Nani!! I never thought I would stay up late till 3 talking to a 60-year old, but I guess we do have a lot in common other than just blood, eh? :)
And I do think I love you more than I love anyone else Maulii, you are my 'TOP PRIORITY'!!! :)
And even though we always have to change topics or find some way to get u the hell out of the room, even though you're a cry baby and even though u are always copying jokes, or making up stupid ones, which nevertheless makes us laugh at YOU, not the joke, I love you Mehul!!!!!!
Both my maamis, you ROCK!! =D
You take SO much care of me!! Sometimes it is kinda irritating :P
But still, I love u both a HELL lot!!!!!

And mommyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I still miss you!!
A heck lot! :(
And btw, it's your fault u left me home alone, exams ke time, so if I flunk this year, you're the one I am holding responsible, NOT Facebook, NOT Mauli, NOT Varsha, NOT Yashwi, NOT my novels! :)

Did I tell you guys I am reading Percy Jackson?????
It is SO damn awesome!!!!!!!!
I mean, it had me in grips from the very first page!!
Although all that secrecy is PAINFUL! In a good, makes-you-wanna-lick-the-words-off-the-book way!!! :P (Ignore the gross part of it, bhaavnaao ko samjho, like Mauli'd say :P)

Even though life's awesome in general, IDK why I am kinda sorta unhappy because something that happened today at school!
Actually, it is something that did NOT happen, which was super weird cause it always happens!
So I dont know if it's just weird, or am I really sorta unhappy?
Ahh! Too messy to figure that out!!

Uhh, and I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!
It's the phase of the year when whatever u do, there's this thought, like a phone message, beeping incessantly, telling you something like this: Hey, Mr. Know-it-all! Would u like to mug off and cry in the end, on the last day of the exam again ?? Would u like to be buried deep under all the building pressure?? Would u like to sit back and study when your cousins are playing colors because their exams are over, but yours arent? Because ur PREPARATION isnt still over? No right!
Well then, what the hell are you doing, *here comes whatever 'unproductive' stuff I am doing. Eg. Facebooking, blogging, reading a book, watching videos, movies, TV, listening to music, chatting on the phone, chatting on FB, rattling away on the phone, daydreaming, etc* ?? GO, OPEN SOME COURSE BOOK AND FOR GOD'S SAKE BLOODY STUDY!!!!!! NOT EVEN A MONTH'S LEFT FOR UR EXAMS!! YOU HAVE TO STUDY!! THERE'S SOOO MUCH LEFT TO DO!!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED GEOGRAPHY OR BIOLOGY!! YOU HAVE TO REVISE EVERY DAMN THING FROM THE SCRATCH!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED RS AGRAWAL YET, FORGET RD SHARMA!! YOU HAVENT COMPLETED EVEN THE NCERT *CLAPS FOR YOU*!!

See, see my brain? See it?
You like what goes on in there people?
I am sure u dont, because I am pretty sure that's exactly what's going on inside YOUR head!! :o
Damn it, whoever invented exams, must have had 'torturing the shit out of every sane adoloscent' at the TOP of his To-do list!!
Well, all I can say is, I wish, badly, that these lyrics from 'Strange and beautiful' proved true for him/her:
Sometimes, the last thing u want comes in first!
Sometimes, the first thing u want never comes!
See, if his/her No.1 on the To-do list wish never came, would we be having such pre-exams stress phases? This need to do something 'productive'!!
Damn it, I have a different definition of productive!!
Ughh, how I keep cribbing the whole timeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Like Yashwi n me decided today, if something goes wrong, we'll go all 'Raadhe raadhe !!!!' :P
It's like a , you can say, more religious version of All Izz Well!! :D
You like it??
I dont really care cause I loveeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!

You know what else I loved today?? This Spic Macay we had in our school today!!
Okay, I ripped my mind hard, but I cant recall the name of the dance form, but there were these guys, dressed (accurately and beautifully) as girls!!
And they came up on stage and started dancing, and doing back-flips and other stunts!! They made these unbelievible mudras and gestures!
It was soo fascinating!!
Although all my friends were busy bracing themselves for laughing their heads off, before the performers entered, cause they thought it was the same ol' kathak/bharatnatyam/some other indian boring dance form which would be boring, and that then that laugh-on-every-and-any-thing switch will automatically be turned on!!
But Mauli had already told me about this dance, cause her school had the same the last day!! She told me it was fascinating and I was like 'Spic Macay? Along the lines of interesting? RIP your sense of choice'
How wrong was I!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay fine I wont exaggerate, most of the stuff was really common among the millions of gifted or hardworking people we've already seen on Dance India Dance/ Chak Dhoom Dhoom etc (I am only talking about India right now) but towards the end they had this piece on India!!
And well, mera bharat mahaaaaaaaaaaaaan :D
The ending positions/mudras/whatever were absolutely phenomenal!!!!!!!!
I lovedddddddd it :D
Oh and I also got into a bit of a fight with Varsha n Pallavi cause they were still laughing and ended up saying something like 'you're not good enough to do anything right now! u can atleast appreciate what others are doing' I KNOW!! RUDE!!
But well, they are used to it! :P
And I said sorry!!
And vaise bhi, they are good enough to do anything and they know it =D
And they know what a prick I can be!!!!
And also, they SHOULD appreciate all of it, shouldnt they??

Oh, and here's another song I am in LOVE with:
Uh-huh
When u call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure! Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la, I ll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An oscar for this scene I am in
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset fade to black
Show the names, play the happy song!!!!

Beautiful na?? :)

Oh, n u wanna hear something that's even more pointless than this post?
I ll tell u what is!!
Rose Day!!
Chocolate Dayyy!!
Teddy Day!!
PROMISE DAYYYYYYYYYY :X
I mean seriously, agreed, every aforementioned day is crappy, but PROMISE DAY?
There's a day that symbolises, what exactly? The need to promise ur loved ones you'll love them no matter what? Support, understand and all that gooey stuff?
Cause that doesnt need a DAY!!
Like I know this couple
And the girl goes 'Promise me!! From here on, if I ever forget my tie, you're gonna give me yours!! Promise me!! Aaj promise day hai, u have to!!'
And I was like..excuse me but WHAT?
Promise DAY?????????????
Now THAT'S a day too?!!
Okay, every February I hear about these stupid days, but I ALWAYS forget!!
That's how unnecessary and LAME they are!
I dont believe in any day except Valentines Day, in this 'valentine week'!!
Yeah I know, my boyfriend is gonna be one lucky guy!! :) :)
Although people believing in Chocolate Day doesnt hurt!!
Because I am LITERALLY surrounded by couples!! So I get to loot a lot of chocolates :D

Me and Varsha were in SPLITS discussing all these days today!!!!! :P
Really, how shallow are we?!
Think about it though
All around India, people are vibrantly and vigorously busy buying Teddys and chocolates and roses, and making promises, when Rajesh and Nupur Talwar are busy trying to prove that they didnt kill their only child, fighting for justice!!
But no, oh no, that's relatively unimportant isnt it? :/

Here's something I dont understand about people who tell me they think the parents could kill their child.

• She was their ONLY child!!!!! Forget only, she was their daughter!! WHY in the hell would they kill her? Even in a fit of rage!!
• Why would they file petitions to re-open the Aarushi case, when the very purpose was finding the culprit, if they were the culprits themselves?
• Here's to everyone who doesnt understand how they could sleep all though the night. I'll tell you: THE CBI CONDUCTED A SOUND TEST!! They recreated the whole situation, turned on the ACs like the night of the murder, and experimentally, PRACTICALLY, found out that no sound from Aarushi's room reached them. And that's when they were awake, and alert for the sound, whereas Aarushi's parents were asleep and anything but anticipating weird sounds from their daughter's room!

In fact, here's a proper article that'd make EVERY one doubt that her parents killed her:

http://www.tehelka.com/story_main48.asp?filename=hub190211THE_HOUSE.asp

Think about it!!

Love Drunk

I used to be love drunk,
but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying,
say hello then goodbye

I am officially in love with this song. Boys Like Girls..the band's name is as true as the fact that all their songs are beyond awesome!!! First there was Two is Better Than Me, and now Love Drunk!! =)

I wish I was a part of their band..I'd provide 'em with all those "oohh"s and "aahh"s in a sassy girly voice!! I could seriously do that! What a life it would be..not to mention I could be in a relationship with the lead (whose name I dont remember now, but does it matter? He is WOW!) Very frankly, I'd agree to be in a relationship with ANY guy who sings "Two Is Better Than One" to me! Seriously!!

I haven't blogged in a long time, have I?? Well, exams do that to you!

During exams, I have this strange habit of making LISTS!!! All the time they used to be roughly jotted, or not written at all..but this time I decided to put one here!!

So here's a list of songs I am addicted to currently, and are therefore, MUST-LISTEN-TO songs!!!

• Love Drunk- Boys Like Girls
• I Belong To You- Muse: I cant find the words to say..but they're overdue..I've travelled half the world to say..I belong to you..ooohhh..ohhhhh!! >
• Tujhe Bhula Diya- Anjaana Anjaani : Phir kyun teri yaadon ne mujhe rula diya..??
• Mera Jeena Hai Kya: Aashaayein : Jeena hai kya..marna hai kya..jab saath tera nahi..paa ke rab kya karoon..jab tu hi mera nahi!! :)
• Supermassive Black Hole- Muse: I heard this long ago..back when Twilight released..but I recently got re-addicted to it!! =D
• You are the music in me: Ditto! Rehooked!
• For the first time: The Script- FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!! :)

Thats enough of my addiction list for noww!!!!

You wanna know some good news???

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM OFFICIALLY UN-DEAD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not the House of night now I am gonna kill innocent pizza delivery guys for the fun of it undead..the now I can have fun again undead!! =D
Plus, I am reading this book called The Kingdom of Dreams by Judith McNaught which is bloody fricking AWESOMEEEE!!!!!!!!!! I love all her books!! :)

Although all her stories are very VERY obvious..the man is always some rich duke/earl/king and he has a very active physical life, a popular bachelor every mother hounds..and then he meets this girl and then comes lust, and then love!! :) And then there's zillions of misunderstandings but in the end..as they say..love conquers all !!! :)

PS. There's still Computers together..but its graded! Translation: WHO CARES??

Gotta read more!!!

I figured I hadn't written in a long time..so there!! :)

I am not in my muse today suppose..its deserted me..for the time being!

More later then !!!!!

I AM SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D =D