Confusion, confusion !

I am pretty confused today ! Why, you ask ? I am confused about that too. First, I am writing after ages, so I have no damn idea what the Title should be ! I was thinking along the lines of 'welcome me back , back with a bang, the eagle has landed' but all of them seemed really typical, so I just gave up and wrote what my state of mind is !

I am so sorry IDC, my nice bloggie ! :) (No, I don't think you're a dog..)

I am probably the laziest person on the face of the planet, so how can I be expected to update you all the time ?? I know no one else cares, only you do, and I love you, please forgive me ! I am gonna try and be more regular, like I used to be, because the last few months I had lost the urge, or the need to pen down anything at all, but I think it is returning again..and even if it is for a while, whatever !

You forgive me..right..RIGHT ??

Fine, don't speak bloggie, but I know that just the fact that the drafts are being properly autosaved, at least you wanna know what I've been upto, even if you're gonna give me the silent treatment (which I think, by the way, is the BEST way to make someone feel guilty and ashamed. Yelling is overrated.)

The past few months, I've been bloody busy.. so busy I went days without reading a book ! I know, the HORROR of it ! I was out of my creative edge, totally. I wasn't reading, writing, nothing. Just school, food, sleep, cousins, friends, parties, crushes ! Saying I missed the blog a lot would be a lie, gotta be honest right ? Sometimes, when friends reminded me, I got a sudden urge to write, but it subsided just as suddenly and easily. So by the time I turned on the computer, all I had on my mind was YouTube karaokes and Facebook. 2011 has turned out to be a pretty amazing year, better than 2009 and 2010 at any rate. I don't want it to end man ! It went by FAST. To think, just yesterday I was celebrating New Year in Jaipur, and now we're making plans of celebrating New Year in some hill station. I was giving my 9th finals just YESTERDAY (that's what it feels like !) and now I am preparing for Boards months away. Okay, I am supposed to be preparing ok ? Jeez.

Man, gotta skip the depressing topics.

So anyway, the eagle HAS landed, and plans to stay on here for a while, hopefully. But you never know with birds, do you ? ;)

The Lazy Post!!

Today I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay on my bed

Don't feel like picking up the phone

So leave a message at the tone

Cause today I swear I am not doing anything!

Once upon a time, in a polluted, crowded yet beautiful city, lived a girl called Shambhavi. She was your usual procrastinating, Harry-Potter-reading, music-listening, Edward-cullen-worshiping, Paul-wesley-twitter-stalking, ian-somerhalder-hating, TV-shows-watching, blogging world-saving chick. Only not the last part. Okay, that's not really usual, eh? (To think that some people HATE Edward ! ! !..and love Ian Somerhalder! And don't really like Paul Wesley.. okay, I have to shut up)..so where were we? So she was your..not-so-usual girl. She used to blog all the time. And then she stopped. Because some guy called Barney Stinson came up to her one day, while she was chilling at a certain McLaren's, on her trip to the city that apparently never slept. This was a guy in a suit. She loved guys who wore suits. And he was blond. She had always wanted to kiss a blond guy. And he was handsome in a polished, blond sort of way. The only barrier between Barney and her was her brother, who sat next to her, checking out girls in a my-sister-cant-really-see-me-doing-that-as-she's-ignorant-and-generally-oblivious way. But of course she could. And she was disgusted. No, she couldn't get used to that. He finally made her way to her, and said pointing a manicured finger 'You. Write a blog?' She was overwhelmed. This guy had read her blog? And he didn't even KNOW her. 'Yeah, no big.' she said, trying not to let on how excited and nervous she felt. 'Yeah, I have one too. It's better than yours. WAY better. Do you have rules? And theories? And a record of sleeping with 200 girls? And an AWESOME life? An obsenely sick amount of money..oh wait, allowance? You don't. Stop blogging. Your blog sucks.' She was shattered, and close to tears as he walked away. And then she woke up. It was a DREAM! But she couldn't blog again..until one day, she was beyond bored, and tired of not blogging. She loved it too much. So she did it again. And grew up to become a successful psychologist. And made bucks. And married a hot, tall guy. And had babies. And then wrote a book. Died and went to heaven. Watched over her kids. Became GOD!

Yeah. That was a big fat lie. Nothing but the dream though. Everything else IS true. It just happened yet.

Real reason I stopped blogging?

I don't know..life gets too monotonous and you kinda try to change the way you live, only to realize you have to get back to your older life? Yeah, that happened to me. Okay fine, that's a lie too. I ain't that deep. For that to happen, your life has to get monotonous. Mine never did. I am just too ashamed to admit..that I am a bitch who abandoned her blog. I lost the urge. Suddenly, my fingers started to ache whenever I blogged. And also, I was too absorbed in the book I was trying to write. Only to abandon it halfway too. I lost THAT urge too. I am gonna continue when I find my muse again.

I am BORED (didn't I JUST write my life was never monotonous?)

Vacations suck when you're stuck in your hometown, and not having the time of your life with your cousins in some far-off place.

I can't wait for Roopal di to come on 5th. Or Munmun to come on 19th. I half-prayed the world really ended on 21st May. At least SOMETHING would happen.

I have to have to HAVE to have a whole new post dedicated to The Vampire Diaries and Pretty Little Liars. I cannot believe I'd never seen the fucking amazing shows. But I am, like the title suggest, properly in the lazyyyyyy mode.

Before I sign out, there's this band you HAVE to check out if you haven't. 2am club. Now here's where I'd start gushing and dying over the band. But I've been told that I gush a bit TOO much, so the expectations are pretty high, and people end up saying 'ahh..they're okay'. So I am gonna leave it at that.

Top two songs by 2am- Worry about you, Make you mine.

Make sure you check them out!

Until next time.

Jobless rambling

Why are you so far away? he said
Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you
You, soft and only
You,lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me
You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven

Beautiful ,isn't it?
This is the Katie Melua version though..which I like better because..well..I am a girl =D
The Cure's version is pretty amazing too, if you ignore the LONG instumental beginning..and I am the kinda person who doesn't like long instrumentals..I like lyrics :)

Things I am looking forward to:

• HOLIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!! Tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :) Although, the Holi season in my appartment means you cant be wearing something nice and go down, because people WILL throw balloons and spoil your dress. And I, of all people, cannot say anything because I do that a LOT myself!! :P
• Kumkum maasi coming tonight!! With my sweetheart, her daughter Rujul (pronounced as Rujal, although it doesnt really matter because we call her Baklola! =D) I met her three months ago, when I was in Jaipur and she was a KID and now when I talk to her, it's like she's all grown up..it's UNCANNY.
• Did you hear about the Morgans? on Zee Cafe. Ever since I saw Notting Hill after a LONG time again, I am into Hugh Grant again..he's wunnnerful =D..and thanks to I don't even know WHO, my Torrent software just doesn't work. I still haven't seen the Social Network or Black Swan! :X And there are soooo many movies I had deleted but wanna see again, but I CAN'T. It sucks. I realllly hope Mausaji can fix it when he comes tonight. Although I'd rather face a dead torrent software than the only maternal relative I hate. But well, maasi loves him (I dont really know WHY :/)
  And, who doesn't like Sarah Gellar's dresses?
• Rangoli di coming on 1st April!!!!!!!!!! :D I know it's like a LONG way to go, but I love her wayy too much :) It's so much better with an elder sister around..Plus, she's a pretty DHANSU agony aunt, and I need a lot of advices right now!! And I have no one except Mauli n Neha di for that..and Neha di can't solve this one, and Mauli SUCKS at it!! *sigh*
  Plus, she's bringing lots of movies and sitcoms with her!!!!!!!!! =) =) And my empty hard disk keeps creeping up on me and silently yet ardently begging me to give it something to eat! :P
• New session which I dont know starts WHEN exactly!!!! I remember when all of us used to play 'ghar ghar' and I always used to be this brat who was in 10th standard, because I thought (all of us thought) 10th standard was like really really cool! And now I am gonna be in 10th..REALLY!! And then the year will swoosh by soon enough (hopefully) and I ll finally be able to bid Science and Hindi GOODBYE!! And Geography..ESPECIALLY Geography..I hate it!!!!!!! :x
• 22nd March- Answer sheets distribution! Okay, I am DREADING it, but in a strange way I am looking forward to it too..because I miss my friends WAY TOO MUCH!!!!!! Talking on the phone is just NOT the same!! Pallavi is off to VaishnavDevi, Varsha's mother STILL hasnt giver her phone back and Yashwi is dealing with a situation where if I call her, both of us are dead meat.
  Not to mention, we'll be celebrating Akarshak's b'dayyyyyy!!! Okay fine not exactly celebrating, just pestering him for a treat! :D
• The India vs. West Indies match which I THINK is tomorrow!! Every day the first thing I do is open TOI's sports page and pray to God it's India playing..It's like when I had exams, every other day it was India vs. some other team..but now that I am free, India JUST ISN'T PLAYING!! Life's weird. :/ I am guessing I ll be done with Holi by 2:30 so I can catch the whole thing..plus, Daddy's home!! The daddy-daughter cricket sessions, I absolutely ADORE!!! =D

Oh, and I saw Memoirs of a Geisha..it's a beautiful (if kinda heavy) movie!! The best part was when in the end Sayuri and Chairman finally kiss, and then she's like 'You cannot say to the sun 'More sun', or to the rain 'Less rain', to a man, geisha can only be half a wife. We are the wives of nightfall. And yet, to learn of kindness after so much unkindness, to understand that a little girl with more courage than she knew would find her prayers were answered, can that not be called happiness? After all, these are not the memoirs of an empress, nor of a queen. These are memoirs of another kind.'

These lines were absolutely stunning. And I didn't even realize but I grew to really like the Chairman and Sayuri, and was unconsciously rooting for them the whole time, when initially, the idea of Chiyo with the MUCH older chairman had honestly grossed me out. I am still opposed to it, but there are exceptions right? :)

It had been on my PC for a LONG time, and I cant understand why I ignored it for such a long time. Everyone (okay not kids :P) should see the movie!

More later..keep up the prayers!! And a verry happy Holi in advance to y'all, cause I know I wont be blogging for a some time now! Have a WILD, colorful, bhaang-ful holi!!!!! :D

NOTHING tastes like Freedom

Watch all the flowers
Dance with the wind
Listen to snowflakes
Whisper your name
Feel all the wonder
Lifting your dreams
You can fly
Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll find your wings
Fly To your heart
Touch every rainbow
Painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life
A sprinkle of pixie dust circles the night you can fly
Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll find your wings
Fly
Everywhere you go
So we'll find a home
You'll be free to spread your wings
Fly You can fly
To your heart
Rise to the heights of all you can be
Soar on the hope of marvelous things
Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll find your wings
Fly
Everwhere you go
So we'll find a home
You'll be free to spread your wings
Fly
You can flyTo your heart

*Cooo cooo*
Hey there guys!
The Idiosyncratic Wizard isn't here today.
She's sleeping. Peacefully. After a LONG time. Without weird, disconnected, incoherent dreams about flunking in a certain exam and at the same time watching a movie premiere, from where she falls into nothingness and can't stop falling until she's in an examination hall where she has to give her COLLEGE entrance exam, from where the already-illogical dream takes unpredictable twists and turns which are equally bizarre if not more, only she cannot remember all that.
PS. Whenever someone tells u a dream really enthusiastically, scene by scene, with descriptive details, most of the time, the person is a bald-faced liar.
Anyways, she's deep in slumber, probably in heaven next to Edward watching a Boys Like Girls concert, kissing and holding hands.
But the free, independent, no longer impeded bird couldn't really keep mum anymore.
Oh and by the way, I am the FINLI (free independent no longer impeded) bird !! :)
People can't really see me, I am just a non-existent shadow of Shambhavi's soul who will be back inside her body where she belongs when she wakes up.
I was trapped in a cage for so long, it is unfair.
Every year twice, for periods of two-three weeks, merciless administrations coerce our keepers into burying their heads deep inside books filled with stuff that makes no sense. Every year they are made to miss all their favorite shows, all their hours on the computer, all the places they could be, all the movies they could watch, all the songs they could listen to, in order to STUDY!
And the fun-loving birds inside them (exhibit A- MEE!!), the free-spirited, constraint-less, self-controlling creatures, are hidden deep inside their hearts, locked up in corners they don't dare touch in order to be promoted gracefully.
We rot and get destroyed, thinking our doom is near, until all of a sudden, we hear footsteps.
Which are expected. We can feel the anticipation, the excitement building up inside our keepers. We can feel them thinking of us more and more, with increasing longing, because they know it won't harm them. They know they can innocuously ponder about us, all they like, what they'd do with us around, because the time isn't far when the blasted yearly examinations will be over, and they will ultimately, FINALLY, be spared FREE!
Free to enjoy. Free to play like they are born to. Free to spend their time as they'd like to. No more lectures from parents. No more books and notebooks silently, creepily chastising them with scrunched up noses in disappointment whenever they take breaks which are longer than needed..which is most of the time. Okay, ALL the time. No more of that moronic 'conscience' pricking every time they feel like they can't study any more and call their friends when they should very frankly be mugging up stuff faster than a cheetah runs.
We, the birds, are the mortal enemies of Conscience. We dont like it every time reminding our keepers of other stuff they need to do, stuff they are responsible for, when they are having the time of their lives.
Boo YA conscience!!
We are BA-ACK!!!
Now our keepers can let loost, partaaaaaaay, have FUN , watch as much TV as they want to, talk for as many hours as they'd like to, go out to as many places as they can.
Because, guess what?
Your reign is over.
It's our time now.
Exams, my friends, even though it felt like this sacred day won't ever come, are OVER.
We are FREE.
And we are gonna enjoy our freedom
Because nothing in the world tastes like the exams-are-over-freedom.
NOTHING.
*Coo coo*
(Okay I know this sucks, just thank God u cannot HEAR me ! :D)

I can hear her waking, fully rested, blurry eyes and weared stance GONE, ready to take over the world.
And I am going to accompany her.

And the love kickstarts again!

You want me to come over I got an excuse
Might be holding your hand but I am holding it loose
Go to talk then we choke it's like our neck's in a noose
Avoid the obvious we should be facing the truth
Start to think it could be fizzling out
Kinda shocked cause I never really had any doubts
Look into your eyes, imagine life without ya..
And the love kickstarts again!
Starts again!
And the love kickstarts again!
Starts again!

It's funny how you stumble upon stuff on the web!! I was FINALLY done with Science for the day, so I thought let's watch some TV!! But today was one of those 'there's-nothing-on-TV' days!! (Gee thanks for THAT. Mauli gets to watch Stepmom and My Best Friend's Wedding when I am crying over Physics, and then when I am done, what do I see? NOTHING's on TV!!)
Even Star World SUCKS now-a-days!
So anyways, I was like, let's watch The Vampire Diaries then!! So I went to iwatchthevampirediaries.com, and what do I get? Lo and behold, NOTHING :/ No link had ANY videos!! But then one of the links opened up with some of those irritating pop-up pages, and one of them was a YouTube video.
I'd ALMOST clicked on the Close button (It's REFLEX. You close pop-ups. No ifs and buts about that. It's what you do. Like you breathe.)
But then I was like..woah wait, what's THAT?
It was a promotional for a Disney movie called Prom. And it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee! =D
Here's the official website which all prom lovers and rom-com lovers HAVE to check out!!
Oh, and the movie an absolutely AMAZING soundtrack!!

1. Kickstarts- Example
2. Not your birthday- All Star Weekend
3. Prettiest Thing- Oh Darling
4. 1983- Neon Trees
5. Your Surrender- Neon Trees

I hadnt even HEARD the name of any of the artists..but they are all great..I need to break this complacent zone I am in, listening to all the SAME artists, I have to broaden my choices!!

Oh, and ALSO, the protagonist is cuuuuuuuuuuuteee :)

Mah-n!! Once you're on Disney, THERE go all your plans of studying down the drain!! But wait, I'd forgotten- Here's the deal..I am pretty much DONE =D

I know..it's unbelievible..all the time, I am like studying till the LAST minute for Science..but this time, I am done. Which doesn't include the blasted Diversity chapter, but who the hell cares? One DAY for one CHAPTER..WAYY more than what I need. One hour tops!! I am SO HAPPYYYYYYY!!!

I need to do this more. I NEED to complete my course before time..the feeling is awesomee! I am pretty much done with Maths too..if only the next four days pass as soon as possible..I cant take those looks mum gives me everytime I watch TV/ talk on the phone/ sit on the computer ! Not to mention the inevitable lectures which go like-

Mum: *raises eyebrows*

Me: WHAT?

Mum: Nothing. *eyebrows still raised, leaves the room*

Me: *runs after her* Mummma! What's the problem??

Mum: Beta, you should STUDY!!

Me: But I am DONE alreadyy!

Mum: No you're not..

Me: Umm, yes, I am.

Mum: Are you gonna score 100 ?

Me: Not exactly..

Mum: See you're not!!

Me: But I dont HAVE to score that much.

Mum: I know, but you're not PREPARED. Don't lie!

Me: You're impossibleeeeeeeeee :/ And unreasonable!!!!

Mum: I won't be if you'd study

Me: But---

Mum: Fine. Don't study. *Makes a face and goes away*

Me: Ugh. *Turns off TV* HAPPY NOW? :/ *goes to her room and slams the door real HARD*

5 minutes later..

*Mum enters with some or the other food item and coffee*

Me: I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU =)

Yeah, the food and coffee part rocks but the whole conversation part SUCKS. I happen to LIKE watching TV without raised eyebrows and faces, thank you very much!! :P

Oh, and through this post, I'd like to say to my tutor who gets married on 11th:

May you acquire all the energy and patience the (awesome by default) woman in your life demands. May you rock the wedding AND the marriage. May you have lots of cute babies and a happy life. May your wife be wayyy more good-looking (and shorter) than YOU are.

May you have the best wedding night everrr, and may my science exam rock as much as your wedding night does =D

Keep up the anti poverty and anti terrorism prayers!! They COUNT. They really do. :)

My room is the GSpot! =D

Okay before I begin with my ramblings, let me make it very clear that the Title bears absolutely NO reference to whatever crap I am about to pour (because, as a matter of fact, I dont know what exactly I am gonna write yet!)

It's just that, I heard this song called BedRock by Lil Wayne..and well, its pretty darn awesome!! The lyrics are funnnyyyyyyyyyy =D

Ooh Baby,I Be Stuck To You,

Like Glue Baby,

Wanna Spend It All On You,

Baby,

My Room Is The G Spot,

Call Me Mr. Flintstone,

I Can Make Your Bed Rock

I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock

I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl

I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock

Dont ask me why it's funny, it just is!! I like the song a LOT!! Songs like Lollipop, Bottoms Up, Bed Rock, I have to agree, are awesome in a weird way!! And addictive!! :)

Oh, and Nicki Minaj--- ROCKS!!

Enough music world shit for one blog post right?

Oh no, WRONG!

I am blogging after a LOOOONG time!! How can I not tell y'all how much I love Lady Antebellum right now? This is weird, but before Grammys, I'd never really heard of Need you now! I mean, yeah, I'd watched the initial glimpses on VH1/ MTV but it seemed like one of those sad songs where the girl is wasted away and cant do without her affinity et cetera. You know, one of those songs which make u flip channels!
I couldnt be more wrong.
So one of my Facebook friends posted the lyrics as her status, and I was like, heyy, that's NICE!! Google-d it and I was like..uhm, this song?
And as long as I am in the weird zone, also, I thought Lady Antebellum was the girl who sings the song!! =P (Cmon, if you've heard the song, you know the guy only starts singing later on in the song..it's a passable error! Yes it is!) But OMG! The song is so makes-you-swoom vaala amazing!! :)

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone cause I cant fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind? For me it happens all the time!
It's a quarter after one, I am all alone, and I NEED YOU NOW!!
Said I wouldnt call but I've lost all control and I NEED YOU NOW!!!!!!

I know SO many people that could relate to those lyrics! Although I cant!! (Not really sure what face I WANNA make here..)
On the bright side today, I KILLED the English paper. It's dead and gone. It was so damn easyy! It was wayy TOO easy for 9th standard, very frankly. They gave us articles on the FESTIVALS OF INDIA!! A letter to our brother, advising him not to ride bikes recklessly!! I know, kiddish !!
And then there was this Speech on whether computer games make children violent. Well, I am not a big fan of computer games, so it wasn't hard for me to copy all the points from the hints and create a presentable speech! The Literature section was halwa!!
It was the READING section that was tough (imagine that!!) The Unseen Passages options are soo confusing!! It's like , ALL the options are pretty darn appropriate. It sucks!
But whatever, I am pretty sure I can score 90 above, which is decent, all things considered!!


The next paper I HOPE I can kill is Hindi!! I am gonna have to do some serious pestering tomorrow, to make mum read some of those make-NO-sense-and-what-s-the-bloody-POINT? chapters!! Or maybe I can ask Maulii! But Satan knows that bitch is so not going to help me!! :(
Which reminds me..did I tell y'all about my birthday?
But no!
I think it's special enough to deserve a complete post dedicated to it!!
Not to mention I dont have that much of energy to write down ALL of it!
Except that it was pretty dang amazing! =D
Varsha Yashwi Pallavi Ratnam Akarshak ---------- YOU GUYS ROCK!! :)
Mauli you RULEE!! :)
And mom, YOU ARE THE BESTESTESTESTESTEST MOTHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!
And bhaiya, you are beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesttttttttttttttttttttttttteeeeeeessssssssst and the classssssssssiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeessssssssst sibling ever!! I heart you!! :)

More later..
Hey, I forgot all about the anti-poverty and terrorism prayers!
Keep 'em going!
XX

Nothing is permanant except change

It was a normal day.
Everything was usual. Painfully usual, actually. I'd been yelled at at least a zillion times (ten) from mum to study, already wasted my time watching VH1 Hit Factory, already wasted all my balance talking to Yashwi and making Farewell plans, already went to Mauli's TWO times. I'd already called Varsha, and being the bitch that she is, she didnt pick up or call back just yet. Already talked to bhaiya n told him how much school sucks and how bloody much I wished I was with him. Already tried to get mum to spill the beans about what she'd be getting me for my b'day. Already talked to Dad (a lecture from him too, yes).
It was all normal.
THEN my tutor came.
It was still very usual.
I was solving questions (or at least trying to) when out of boredom, I started reading the quotes at the bottom of every page of my tuition diary..
When I came across..
'NOTHING IS PERMANANT EXCEPT CHANGE'
I couldn't concentrate after that..at all..
This quote hit me so hard, I was stunned by the truth-ness of it!
I've been thinking, and thinking, and thinking, how FREAKING true that is!
Exhibit A..ME..!!
So SO much has changed in me, since, well, I can remember!
There was a time when I could KILL for barbies..I used to write letters to Santa in hopes of a new doll house, or dresses (not for myself, for my Jamaica), even a BARBIE KITCHEN!! A time when I couldn't get enough of Enid Blyton, when I couldn't watch enough Lizzie McGuire, when I thought cell phones were a waste of time. When I used to see Rangoli di listening to Shakira and scrunch up my nose and say to her 'why the hell do u listen to English songs? They are LOUD. That's it! They are incomprehensible and stupid.' When I thought dress up games and the disney channel official website was ALL internet was about. When all I would call my friend up about would be homework. When I'd go to absolutely ANYBODY'S house if it had a doll house. (I was shamelessly obsessed with barbies.)
A time when I hated Mauli with every fibre of my being. A time when Radhika was my BEST friend. A time when I thought Neha di was a freak, who people should make a point to stay away from, when I had a crush on my dance teacher and actually thought I'd marry him someday.
There was a time when I was in St. Mary's and mum told me she was sending me to DPS and I went 'Speaking English is necessary there right? HOW will I survive there? No, I cant go to DPS. English is an alien language..Mujhe to sirf Hindi aati hai!'
Fine, some of those things can obviously be explained: You grew up.
A few days ago, I was OBSESSED with this song called Strange and beautiful, and now, I have had SO much of it, that I had to get it off of my iPod because whenever I shuffled the songs and it came up, I was strangely VERY irritated.
Last year, if someone asked me if I knew Yashwi Gupta, I'd go, that weird girl from section A? The one with frizzy hair, the really LOUD one,with a lot of guys around? Nah, I dont like her'
And now, I cant go a single day without talking to her.
Last year, I was crazy about this guy who I can't STAND now!
There was also a time when Tapasya asked me if I'd read Twilight, and when I answered in the negative, she got me copy and I read a few pages and told her it was unendurable, and BORING!
And now, well, I am twobsessed.
I remember when I saw Goblet of Fire, and I saw Cedric Diggory, and I BRUSHED HIM AWAY. I fricking brushed Robert Pattinson away.
There was a time when I worshipped Miley Cyrus, when I watched High School Musical every dang day.
It's INSANE how everything keeps changing. And I just talked about myself. Multiply that with the billions of people living on the face of the earth and you'll be blown away with all the change!!!
Everything changes.
First there was Orkut/MySpace, now there's Facebook, and tomorrow it'll be something else.
It was first Count Dracula, then came Twilight, something else'll come along.
It was Backstreet Boys once, now it's Justin Bieber, tomorrow someone else will be blasting through speakers.
It was Lizzie McGuire once, now it's Hannah Montana, tomorrow some other TV show will blow us away.
Change really IS inevitable.
I wish India catches up with it REAL fast.
It was once fiction for me, I am into serious reading now :P
JK, but I am reading Ignited Minds by APJ Abdul Kalam right now, it ACTUALLY makes me believe India is capable of SO much. That we really can.
And it depends on the youth, on us, on you, on me.

Before I log off, and start mugging up stuff (some things JUST DONT CHANGE!! :/ Every year I promise myself- This time, Shambhavi, you WILL complete your course way ahead of time. You'll keep up with the class. You'll actually surge ahead. You'll keep studying ONE chapter EVERY day, no matter what happens, and then exams will be like, ahh, exams? Oh well, couldnt care less. But every year when the exams actually come around, all I can do is 'I have to complete this, and this, and that, and oh yeah that too :'(..) I have to give David Archuleta credit for coming up with this AMAZING song, 'Crush' -

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
Cause I am tryin', tryin' to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away..

I know, it's BEAUTIFUL!! :)
But I know I'll probably get over this song next week tops. Change, my friends, change! :)

Ciao!! =)

THE TIME OF MY LIFE!!! :)

I'd like to begin this post by thanking my best friend Yashwi! (Formal much? :P)

Thanks for forcing me to wake up at 5 in the morning on a SUNDAY, to run a marathon!!

I knowww, sounds horrifying na?

Why would u want to wake up THAT early just to run 2 kms? I mean sure, some people like it, but that's not MY idea of a perfect morning!

But whatever, the whole idea of going to the marathon was to run for a while, but AFTER THAT was what everyone was looking forward to!!! :D

(PS. Everyone like the earlier me, who thinks running 2 kms isnt a big deal..think AGAIN! U agree Shivani?? :P)

So anyway, once we were released, we decided we'd have one last hell of a day before exams!!!! And it WAS!! :)

We went to JHV, and ate like DOGS!!! :D

But the best part was the scootie ride!!

After the marathon, I was sitting behind Shashwat, and BAM, we fell!! :( :P

First I just thought Shashwat was an IDIOT, but turns out the scootie was jinxed or something!! It fell FIVE TIMES after that !! :o And Shashwat fell EVERY time! :P

Poor guy though!!

But after that, when I sat behind Akarshak and Ratnam, it was AWEEEESOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially on the Pulsar, KYA SPEEED THI :D

That khaali sandy area was awesome, the bike races were amaziing, that shady area we were standing under when we reached the mall before it even opened, it was all AWESOME!!! :)

The jungle was kinda spooky though!! It may have something to do with the fact that as soon as I entered the jungle (Akarshak and me reached first) he's like 'Pata hai, girls have been raped her' :o

I was like, LET'S GET OUT OF HERE!!

I kinda hated it after that..

Who wouldn't ?

But still, barring that, the whole day was FUN!! I finally met this friend of a friend I've been hearing about since FOREVER, and he SUCKED!!!!!!!

I've heard that u shouldnt really sing praises of someone until the person has met 'em. COULDN'T agree more!!!!

But ever since I came back home, things have been more on the dark side..cause, Mum's finally in the 'exams are round the corner YOU HAVE TO STUDY' mode, which pretty much sucks for me, but I have to follow :/

Quadrilaterals and parallelograms are eating my brain OFFFFFFFF

It's EXHAUSTING! :(

Even Economics is starting to irritate me, so that expalins how much I hate studying right noww!

Oh, and I've caught cold, so the whole I am like *sneeze sneeze SNEEZE wipe nose sneeze sneeze SNEEZE* and I kinda ignored the injury on my knee when I fell from the scootie, the consequences started emerging today :x

But on the bright side, at least I wont have to go to school before 24th!!!

Plus, for some STRANGE reason, I am addicted a song from 2002, called 'Tum agar Saamne' from Raaz!!!! I mean, the lyrics are absolutely stupid, and I've heard the song many times earlier, so it's not like the music is extra-ordinary, but ever since yesterday I cannot stop listening to it!!!!!!! :o

Another song I looooooove right now is Dream- Miley Cyrus

I think I am in some weird Miley zone right now!! I like ALL her songs right noww!! :)

I wanna know you!

I wanna go there where u go

I wanna find out what u know

And maybe someday down the road

Sit back and say to myself Yeah I thought so

Correct me if I am wrong

You're fragile and u're strong

A beautiful and perfect combination

I like how u are with me

In our future history

And maybe someday down the road sit back and say to myself

I THOUGHT SO!! :)

(David Archuleta ROCKS this song!!!! :D)


Do me a favor

Tell me what you think about me!

Tell me how you want this to be!

Go out on a limb and just DREAM!

Paint a picture

Choose your colors extra wise

Especially what you put on my mind

Imagine what it'd be like to touch the sky

Whoa!! Your thoughts are gonna pick me up

Do you know, It's good to feel too much

Whoa! You got my head in the clouds

Whoa! You got me thinking out loud

The more you dream about me

The more that I believe

That nothing's ever out of reach

So dream, dream, dream!!!

It's like my birthday

Everytime you look at meeeee :)

But my FAVORITE right now is Here We Go Again- Demi Lovato!!!

The lyrics, are GREATT!
You never know what u want
You never say what u mean
But I start to go insane everytime that u look at me!
You only hear half of what I say
And u're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use!
Can't be with or without you
So how do u get here under my skin?
Swore that I'd never let u back in
Should've known better than trying to let u go
Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as i try I know I cant quit
Something about u is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again!!

SIT UP PEOPLE!!
THE MOST IMPORTANT COUNTDOWN OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY STARTED!!!
5 DAYS TO GO!!
FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

Here's a list of stuff u could get for me-

• iPad!!
• iPod touch!
• A book shop!! :)
• A tee signed by Robert Pattinson!
• CHOCOLATESSSSS!!!!!!!
• iPhone
• iANYTHING!!! :P

Now the only problem is how do I get my dad to read this list!!!!!!!!!! Cause that way, he'd know my blog address and I'd have to cut back on a lot of things..hmm..touch job!! =P

Happy Birth week to u Shambhavi - I can hear everyone faintly singing this!

Awwwwwwww..you guys!! :) Thanks sooo much!!!

I need to put an end to all this joblessness and do something 'productive' :(

Cant take my eyes off of you!

You're just too good to be true
Cant take my eyes off of you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
I thank God I am alive
You're just too good to be true
Cant take my eyes off of you
Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
I love you, baby
And if it's quite alright
I need you, baby
To warm a lonely night
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
Let me love you!

I am so deeply, DEEPLY, in love with this song!!!
I feel like jumping up and down and say 'SING IT TO ME!! SOMEONE SING THAT FOR ME RIGHT NOWWW!!' =D
This song has the most beautiful, flattering lyrics in the history of love songs!!
Who wouldnt let any guy who sings that, not love them? :)

I was soo bored I started surfing about the most popular movies, quotes, songs et cetera, and then in Top 10 romantic songs somewhere I found this, and it's just too good to be true!! I thank God I am alive !!! ;)
I now remember I heard this song when Heath Ledger sang it to Julia Stiles in 10 Things I hate about you, which is my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE!!
See, now my favorite song in my favorite song!! :D
IDK why I didnt just download it right away when I heard it on 10 things!!
I regret it nowwww :(

I just had to had to HAD to blog about it!!!!!!!! =)

Advance me A verry happy Valentines Day to all the happy couples out there, all the sad couples out there, all the in-love couples out there, all the falling-in-love couples!
And now to the singles like me..
All the single-and-not-ready-to-mingles!!
All the waiting-for-him-to-ask-me-out singles!! :)
Here's wishing u all that the stupid jerk gets the hints and DOES ask you out finallyyy!!!!! =)
All the single-and-ready-to-mingle-with-just-about-anybody!! :P
All the waiting-for-the-right-guy-to-come-along singles!! :)

A whole lot of pointless, random jazz (and also something u should ABSOLUTELY check out towards the end)

There'll come a day
When you'll walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I am imagining
Baby how can I be sure?
That you're the one I am waiting for
Will you be..
Unmistakable?!

Thanks to Yashwi, I am adddicted to Backstreet Boys again!!! :)
So thing is, her cell phone had been on the switched off mode, since, well, MONTHS! She'd been using her mum's!! But then, suddenly she started using hers again !!
And she had this BEAUTIFUL song as her ringtone!! Pallavi and me went crazyyyyyy over what song it was!! Yeah, we were stupid enough not to just Google it right away.
Dont ask me why I didnt do it!!
And also, please, dont gimme that look :P
But well, even if I am with Mauli all the time nowadays, not all my sense is lost ;) So I finally did Google it and ever since I have been HOOKED to Backstreet Boys!!
I'll never break your heart is such a heart-wrenching song!!!!!!!!!! :)
She says no, but he takes the pain of finding out why, and upon getting to know she's a heartbroken girl, he puts his all to make her smile!! Awwwwwwwwwwww :)
All these old boys bands, like BB and Blue are soo bloody awesome!!!
And both the bands have one extremely cute guy!!
Although, I still dont know their names!! Who cares? As long as I can see them everyday on YouTube!! :D
Vaise bhi, they must be OLD now!
At least the Blue vaala would definitely be!! :'(

Oh, and now on the personal front, I am majama :D
Jhakkas, dhinchak, rabchik!! :P
Aweeesomeeeeee!!!!!!
I love you Nani!! I never thought I would stay up late till 3 talking to a 60-year old, but I guess we do have a lot in common other than just blood, eh? :)
And I do think I love you more than I love anyone else Maulii, you are my 'TOP PRIORITY'!!! :)
And even though we always have to change topics or find some way to get u the hell out of the room, even though you're a cry baby and even though u are always copying jokes, or making up stupid ones, which nevertheless makes us laugh at YOU, not the joke, I love you Mehul!!!!!!
Both my maamis, you ROCK!! =D
You take SO much care of me!! Sometimes it is kinda irritating :P
But still, I love u both a HELL lot!!!!!

And mommyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I still miss you!!
A heck lot! :(
And btw, it's your fault u left me home alone, exams ke time, so if I flunk this year, you're the one I am holding responsible, NOT Facebook, NOT Mauli, NOT Varsha, NOT Yashwi, NOT my novels! :)

Did I tell you guys I am reading Percy Jackson?????
It is SO damn awesome!!!!!!!!
I mean, it had me in grips from the very first page!!
Although all that secrecy is PAINFUL! In a good, makes-you-wanna-lick-the-words-off-the-book way!!! :P (Ignore the gross part of it, bhaavnaao ko samjho, like Mauli'd say :P)

Even though life's awesome in general, IDK why I am kinda sorta unhappy because something that happened today at school!
Actually, it is something that did NOT happen, which was super weird cause it always happens!
So I dont know if it's just weird, or am I really sorta unhappy?
Ahh! Too messy to figure that out!!

Uhh, and I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!
It's the phase of the year when whatever u do, there's this thought, like a phone message, beeping incessantly, telling you something like this: Hey, Mr. Know-it-all! Would u like to mug off and cry in the end, on the last day of the exam again ?? Would u like to be buried deep under all the building pressure?? Would u like to sit back and study when your cousins are playing colors because their exams are over, but yours arent? Because ur PREPARATION isnt still over? No right!
Well then, what the hell are you doing, *here comes whatever 'unproductive' stuff I am doing. Eg. Facebooking, blogging, reading a book, watching videos, movies, TV, listening to music, chatting on the phone, chatting on FB, rattling away on the phone, daydreaming, etc* ?? GO, OPEN SOME COURSE BOOK AND FOR GOD'S SAKE BLOODY STUDY!!!!!! NOT EVEN A MONTH'S LEFT FOR UR EXAMS!! YOU HAVE TO STUDY!! THERE'S SOOO MUCH LEFT TO DO!!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED GEOGRAPHY OR BIOLOGY!! YOU HAVE TO REVISE EVERY DAMN THING FROM THE SCRATCH!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED RS AGRAWAL YET, FORGET RD SHARMA!! YOU HAVENT COMPLETED EVEN THE NCERT *CLAPS FOR YOU*!!

See, see my brain? See it?
You like what goes on in there people?
I am sure u dont, because I am pretty sure that's exactly what's going on inside YOUR head!! :o
Damn it, whoever invented exams, must have had 'torturing the shit out of every sane adoloscent' at the TOP of his To-do list!!
Well, all I can say is, I wish, badly, that these lyrics from 'Strange and beautiful' proved true for him/her:
Sometimes, the last thing u want comes in first!
Sometimes, the first thing u want never comes!
See, if his/her No.1 on the To-do list wish never came, would we be having such pre-exams stress phases? This need to do something 'productive'!!
Damn it, I have a different definition of productive!!
Ughh, how I keep cribbing the whole timeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Like Yashwi n me decided today, if something goes wrong, we'll go all 'Raadhe raadhe !!!!' :P
It's like a , you can say, more religious version of All Izz Well!! :D
You like it??
I dont really care cause I loveeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!

You know what else I loved today?? This Spic Macay we had in our school today!!
Okay, I ripped my mind hard, but I cant recall the name of the dance form, but there were these guys, dressed (accurately and beautifully) as girls!!
And they came up on stage and started dancing, and doing back-flips and other stunts!! They made these unbelievible mudras and gestures!
It was soo fascinating!!
Although all my friends were busy bracing themselves for laughing their heads off, before the performers entered, cause they thought it was the same ol' kathak/bharatnatyam/some other indian boring dance form which would be boring, and that then that laugh-on-every-and-any-thing switch will automatically be turned on!!
But Mauli had already told me about this dance, cause her school had the same the last day!! She told me it was fascinating and I was like 'Spic Macay? Along the lines of interesting? RIP your sense of choice'
How wrong was I!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay fine I wont exaggerate, most of the stuff was really common among the millions of gifted or hardworking people we've already seen on Dance India Dance/ Chak Dhoom Dhoom etc (I am only talking about India right now) but towards the end they had this piece on India!!
And well, mera bharat mahaaaaaaaaaaaaan :D
The ending positions/mudras/whatever were absolutely phenomenal!!!!!!!!
I lovedddddddd it :D
Oh and I also got into a bit of a fight with Varsha n Pallavi cause they were still laughing and ended up saying something like 'you're not good enough to do anything right now! u can atleast appreciate what others are doing' I KNOW!! RUDE!!
But well, they are used to it! :P
And I said sorry!!
And vaise bhi, they are good enough to do anything and they know it =D
And they know what a prick I can be!!!!
And also, they SHOULD appreciate all of it, shouldnt they??

Oh, and here's another song I am in LOVE with:
Uh-huh
When u call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure! Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la, I ll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An oscar for this scene I am in
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset fade to black
Show the names, play the happy song!!!!

Beautiful na?? :)

Oh, n u wanna hear something that's even more pointless than this post?
I ll tell u what is!!
Rose Day!!
Chocolate Dayyy!!
Teddy Day!!
PROMISE DAYYYYYYYYYY :X
I mean seriously, agreed, every aforementioned day is crappy, but PROMISE DAY?
There's a day that symbolises, what exactly? The need to promise ur loved ones you'll love them no matter what? Support, understand and all that gooey stuff?
Cause that doesnt need a DAY!!
Like I know this couple
And the girl goes 'Promise me!! From here on, if I ever forget my tie, you're gonna give me yours!! Promise me!! Aaj promise day hai, u have to!!'
And I was like..excuse me but WHAT?
Promise DAY?????????????
Now THAT'S a day too?!!
Okay, every February I hear about these stupid days, but I ALWAYS forget!!
That's how unnecessary and LAME they are!
I dont believe in any day except Valentines Day, in this 'valentine week'!!
Yeah I know, my boyfriend is gonna be one lucky guy!! :) :)
Although people believing in Chocolate Day doesnt hurt!!
Because I am LITERALLY surrounded by couples!! So I get to loot a lot of chocolates :D

Me and Varsha were in SPLITS discussing all these days today!!!!! :P
Really, how shallow are we?!
Think about it though
All around India, people are vibrantly and vigorously busy buying Teddys and chocolates and roses, and making promises, when Rajesh and Nupur Talwar are busy trying to prove that they didnt kill their only child, fighting for justice!!
But no, oh no, that's relatively unimportant isnt it? :/

Here's something I dont understand about people who tell me they think the parents could kill their child.

• She was their ONLY child!!!!! Forget only, she was their daughter!! WHY in the hell would they kill her? Even in a fit of rage!!
• Why would they file petitions to re-open the Aarushi case, when the very purpose was finding the culprit, if they were the culprits themselves?
• Here's to everyone who doesnt understand how they could sleep all though the night. I'll tell you: THE CBI CONDUCTED A SOUND TEST!! They recreated the whole situation, turned on the ACs like the night of the murder, and experimentally, PRACTICALLY, found out that no sound from Aarushi's room reached them. And that's when they were awake, and alert for the sound, whereas Aarushi's parents were asleep and anything but anticipating weird sounds from their daughter's room!

In fact, here's a proper article that'd make EVERY one doubt that her parents killed her:

http://www.tehelka.com/story_main48.asp?filename=hub190211THE_HOUSE.asp

Think about it!!

Barefoot Cinderella

Every morning
I wake up to find
I always dream the same.
Every night i come to my window
When you call my name
But the way the words
You say just fall like rain
Till i'm drowning in the sound of your invitation
When you ask "do you wanna dance, my barefoot cinderella"
Don't need no slippers or a party dress,
The way you're lookin' right now is what i like the best
And then you...say "do you wanna take a chance?stay with me forever
No one will ever be more beautiful
My barefoot, my barefoot cinderella."

I miss you, the sweet, chirpy, kind-looking, funloving, kiddish Miley!! The one I could relate to!!
And now I have to put up with a Britanny-inspired Miley (apparently) *sigh*
This is suchhh a BEAUTIFUL song!!
It almost makes u want to have a boyfriend, singing that to you!!
Let's face it, who doesn't wanna be Cinderella?

Although I'd like to be a Cinderella who had a mother, because a life without mum is tantamount to no life at all! But I'll have to bring it down to both of us working as servants, and my father being...bullied by my stepmom? Cause if we're all rich and happy and content, I dont think Cinderella would be QUITE what it is right now! :P
Oh, and my prince would be amazingly tall, I dont care what skin color, and heartbreakingly handsome!! With a voice like velvet, eyes as blue as the sky, perfectly moulded lips, pointed masculine nose!!!! Oh, and helpful and very kind in nature! Hospitable, adorable, caring, sharing, romantic, loving, giving!!!!!!!
*sigh*
See, that's why Edward is bloody perfect for me!!! :)

And, and, AND, after I become his princess, I'd make sure my stepmother n her evil daughters pay for what they did to mum and me!!! Maybe they can wash the dishes and clothes of the dirty prisoners in the kingdom cellars!! Hell yeah!! =D

But what'a actually happening?? I am sitting in my PJs in my room, all alone, missing my mother like crazy, wishing Mauli is done with all her studying soon, since her exams start from 16th!!!! :/
Also wishing that my bloody friends don't always sleep in the afternoon!!
Wishing my sore throat is normal again!!!!!
Wishing that everytime I swallow, I dont feel like dying!!!
Wishing that my fever would go away and I won't feel so 'hot' !! :P
Wishing it was 26th February, 12 am, and everyone I love was calling me and wishing me and I was getting gifts and cards, and I'd be cutting cakes and being excited beyond hell!!!!!!!!

Wishful thinking HURTS , Rihanna, you're so absolutely right!! :(

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really REALLY use a wish right now!!!
Although it's still not night!!!!!

My eyes are burning, but due to my throat pain, I cant even SLEEP!!
I can't call up friends because I am unable to speak, and sound like a chudaiil, and they're asleep anyway!!!
I cant watch TV because there's nothing on TV
I cant watch movies cause I dont feel like it!!!

I need you mommyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am cribbing so much already, and it's not even been a day since she left!!
The coming 10 days dont really look all that bright to me!!! :X

And now, I dont feel like writing as well!!! :/

Please pray for me peopleee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

PS. It's SO comforting to think there's no school tomorrowwwwwwwwwww :D

Yahaan!! :)

Bante hai bigadte hai

Raaton se dil ulajhte hai

Yahaaann!!!!!!
Girte hai samhalte hai
Kaaton se raah sajti hai
Yahaaann!!!!!!!!
I am soo addicted to the Roadies 8 theme song!!!
I was kinda worried cause of late, all I liked were romantic songs!!! :O
Example- ALL the songs of Dil to bachcha hai ji (ESPECIALLY Tere Bin!! And that Shweta Salve track..which is really sasssyy!!)

And has anyone seen this guy from 'Ye Saali Zindagi' ?? The guy other than Irrfan Singh!! He's mera newest crush!!! :)
I like him so much, we booked tickets for the movie!! :D
But then, it was Neha di's bday , so mum and others went without me!!
But I can't say I regret that, because I LOOOVEEEED the party!!
Okay, very frankly, first it was me an Neha di, and well, who needs others?? =D

But then people started arriving, and I, uh, don't really open up to people easily, so I started getting MAJORLY bored!! And I being bored, so I had to get out to get some air, and called Yashwi!!

Yashwi, my angel, rescuer, besstt friend!!! :)

Being the awaara that she is, she showed up with some caoching friends in Ming, which is where the party was! THAT'S when I started having FUN!!!!!!!

Uptil then, to divert myself, I'd been eating a LOT (the crispy babycorns are AMAZINGG), but well, let's just say Yashwi and me together, can eat A LOTTTTT!!!!!!! So then, for like an hour I was with Yashwi outside, hauking to our fullest :D

Then, when she had to go, well, I was in my form, so when I went back to the hall, a lot of people I didnt even know had gone home, and it was Neha di's friends that I know and LIKE, not ones I know!

So we had a lot of fun after that tooo!!

The sizzling browine was WOW!

Not to mention the Radisson black forest cake..scrumptious!! :)


Shit, I was thinking while writing, and I suddenly recalled, mum is leaving day after tomorrow!! For Jabalpur!! FOR 10 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the first time I am gonna be without her for more than a week..
How the hell will I manage?? :/
I am so attuned to her, I hate it when she's not there!! :(
Although, I'll not have to eat, bathe and stuff at the 'right time' =P
I wish she'd let me sleep alone, but oh NO, i ll have to go sleep at my Nani's place every night..and let's just say, mami is A VERY conservative, stick by the rules, sort of person!! So no late night chatting, talking on the phone, YouTubing!!
But I have Maulii! We'll be sleeping together..who needs all of that??
I am arguing with myself!! :P
Like Peeta did in Mockingjay..which reminds me

I COMPLETED THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY!!
It's left a void, like Harry Potter did!! It's like, when I completed Twilight/ Princess Diaries, I was really sad, but never felt a void, cause I knew Mia and Bella had a WONDERFUL life ahead, one I'd definitely kill for, that everything's solved, they're content, they're happy!!
Harry Potter is, well, HARRY POTTER!!! It was a really addictive book, no one can ever get over it!
But Mockingjay, I hated the ending!!
I know, it IS kinda justified cause you can only endure so much shit in life!!
Although I have to say, I was giddy with joy when Katniss killed Coin :D
Otherwise, that whole PHASE, after Prim was killed, was depressing, desolating!
I was FEELING like Katniss, seriously!! It felt like life was dragging, and there was nothing left, but later I realized it was the book that was dragging :P

And, although I was a strong Katniss-Peeta supporter, from the very beginning, the idea of Gale going away to some other district, 'probably kissing another pair of lips' and just cutting off from Kat's life, didn't really sink in. I mean, okay, they cant be together, but he could hang around in District 12, maybe find someone else, LIFE MOVES ON!! It's not like he'd never love again, cause I've seen people CRAZY in love move on and fall even more crazily in love again!!
Okay, so he knew her since they were kids, so now she'd have Peeta, he'd have someone else, they could at least be on talking terms!!

The idea of a Gale-less life for Katniss, is insane!! I didn't like the ending!!

I have read the last page of the story, and then the Epilogue like a gazillion times, and convinced myself she IS happy! Cause the first time u read it, its like Peeta means nothing to her, is just a means of survival. But when u read it more than once, u understand that she WANTS and NEEDS him!! That she finally experienced the hunger again!! (However vulgar that sounds :P)



I'd have liked a more expanded version of what happened once Snow and Coin were dead, how the government worked, what Gale really did, if he ever found someone, how Annie moved on!!

I REALLY LIKED FINNICK!! A lot more than Prim, or even Gale!!

Why'd he have to die??? :(

If it was up to me, I'd have killed her mum and let Finnick live!

Not to mention, add a lot more of Annie and Finnick! I'd love to know their history, how she creeped up on him, how he fell in love with her, how SHE fell in love with him!
But he died. And that's that! :(

But they have a babyyyy!!!!!!!!! :)

So now I am gonna continue Lord Of the Rings!!
The book's SO looking up!!!!!
Finally the Ring's history is being discussed, Bilbo is back, Gandalf is back :)
Oh, and I am curious about Aragorn and Arwen too !! :D

The HSM days!!

Can u imagine
What would happen
If we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
And then I would thank that star
That made our wish come true
Cause he knows that where u are
Is where I should be too
RIGHT HERE! RIGHT NOW!!
I am looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause u mean everything
Right here I promise u somehow
Tomorrow can wait for some other day to be
Right now there's you and me

So I just saw High School Musical 3!!
I agree with all u guys out there who think the first part was the best!! The original is always the besttttttt!

And suddenly, it hit me..the FIRST time when HSM aired in India..like four years ago, or was it five? or was it SIX?!! When Disney Channel was THE thing!! When Lizzie McGuire was Hannah Montana..and nothing was better than That's so Raven! I remember I missed it for NOTHING. I missed a friend's b'day party because a new season commenced! Yeah, I was that addicted! When even Phil of the future was bearable!!

I remember Mauli and me were watching Lizzie McGuire, I even remember the EPISODE, it was when she is acting all chic for Ethan, only for him to tell her in the end that they don't have ' Ethan: That..what's the subject I flunk at?
Lizzie: Chemistry? Ethan: YES!! We dont have chemistry, you know'
I go AWWW at her expression..but then, Lizzie and Gordan made an cute pair too!! :)
Although I personally think Ethan-Lizzie and Gordan-Miranda would be the best pairings!

So anyways, suddenly, an ad comes up with this pretty looking geek and the hottest guy we had ever seen, singing and dancing together..we were like, now that's interesting..when suddenly, a Sharpay clip came up, and both of us started squeaking!!!!!!!! :P We were like, OMG THAT'S MADDIE!!! THAT'S MADDIE FROM SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY!!! WE HAVE TO WATCH THIS!!!!!!!! :D
And the countdown started!!
We woke up at 9 and bathed and stuff on the sacred day it was scheduled to come. We were sitting like we were going for an exam or something, when at 11 am, the movie FINALLY started. For two hours, I was literally glued to the movie. For the time being, it was the best thing that had ever happened to me. And Zac Efron/Troy Bolton was the best guy that could ever happen to any girl!!
I was SO addicted to the hindi version of 'Start of something new'
Hai kuch naya sa saaz
Man gaaye kyu
Ye dil ko dil behlaaye kyu!!! :) :)

I know, it looks so dumb right?? But those soppy lines make me go nostalgic! :(

Oh, and I hated Gabriella Montez/Vanessa Hudgens fiercely, FIERCELY, more than Sharpay hated the color orange!! :P
And no, not because she was with Zac, well actually yes, because of that, but not the way I hate Kristen for being with Robert..
Thing is, I am die-hard Zashley fan. Yeah, I am STILL a Zashley fan!!
So I wanted Sharpay and Troy to be together!! Gabriella was the main lead, and I did NOT like that! :/

Oh and I fell in love with Ashley Tisdale!! =D To this date, she is my FAVORITE!! Although, I have to admit, I am not a big fan of her music, although He said she said ROCKS!! Also, Picture This was one of the worst movies I ever saw.
But I CAN'T wait to see Sharpay's Fabulous Adventure!!! :D

Back to the past, that day was special in more than one way. Cause right after High School Musical ended (and we were jumping like crazy and dancing along with the cast on 'We're all in this together' and trying to mimic their steps, which, FYI, I have now completely mastered..I know the whole choreography by heart!) we saw a 'Coming Up' of a new, unheard show called 'Hannah Montana' and I was like, what a stupid name!! Must be another Phil of the future!
But since, Mauli went home, and I had nothing much to do..really, what do small kids have to do on Sunday mornings?? Watch TV!! :)
So anyways, I saw MY FIRST HANNAH MONTANA EPISODE that day!! I wish I could recall the date!!! :/
It was the episode where Lily finds out about Miley being Hannah.. and Oliver falls off a window!! :P
FYI: I am a sucker for Lily-Oliver :)

AND, as an icing on the cake, they aired HSM again at 7 in the evening, and we AGAIN saw the whole movie!! ALSO, I love the Hindi version of 'Breaking Free'
Choo le ambar
Udti..gaati..raahein jawaan ab to hai mushkil kuch bhi nahi!!!!!! :D

Damn, why does it look so dumb in writing?? :P
But then, in the coming years, we were addicted to the internet, and initially ALL we could do was play dress up games and go to the Official Disney Channel site and play quizzes and games, when we found the English versions, and well, to hell with the Hindi Versions :D
And then we stumbled over HSM 2!! I seriously SHOUTED!!!!! 'OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH WOWWWWWWWWWWW'
And all the pics looked so cool!!
And then HSM 2 premiered in India..and Mauli, Tishya and I saw it together!! And all those feelings I had when I saw HSM intensified.
I loved Zac more!
I love Ashley more!
I hated Vanessa more! :P
Oh and I fell in love with Corbin Bleu too!! He is really handsome, na??

RESULT: I am obsessed with Disney againnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!! *sigh*
Does anyone know Demi Lovato is finally out of rehab??
I didn't really care about Demi, but ever since Joe broke up with her and Selena cut her off (BITCH) and she hit a girl and all, I really like her :)
I hope she gets her life back together!!

And NOW, I bid you farewell, I feel like eating Soupy-noodles!!!!!!!

Don't forget praying!!!!!!! :)
PS. I killed the Science paper!!
PPS. Mum's out to watch Dil to baccha hai ji. And I didn't go. More like even after constant pestering, she wouldn't let me. Why? Cause it is an 'A' rated moviee!! *sob sob*
PPS. ALL the Troy-Gabriella songs, I repeat, ALL the TG songs are the best ever!! Anyone who hasn't heard 'em yet, or missed out on any of the parts, listen pronto!! Every part has awesome duets!!

Hugs and Kisses!! :)