Jobless rambling

Why are you so far away? he said
Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you
You, soft and only
You,lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me
You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven

Beautiful ,isn't it?
This is the Katie Melua version though..which I like better because..well..I am a girl =D
The Cure's version is pretty amazing too, if you ignore the LONG instumental beginning..and I am the kinda person who doesn't like long instrumentals..I like lyrics :)

Things I am looking forward to:

• HOLIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!! Tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :) Although, the Holi season in my appartment means you cant be wearing something nice and go down, because people WILL throw balloons and spoil your dress. And I, of all people, cannot say anything because I do that a LOT myself!! :P
• Kumkum maasi coming tonight!! With my sweetheart, her daughter Rujul (pronounced as Rujal, although it doesnt really matter because we call her Baklola! =D) I met her three months ago, when I was in Jaipur and she was a KID and now when I talk to her, it's like she's all grown up..it's UNCANNY.
• Did you hear about the Morgans? on Zee Cafe. Ever since I saw Notting Hill after a LONG time again, I am into Hugh Grant again..he's wunnnerful =D..and thanks to I don't even know WHO, my Torrent software just doesn't work. I still haven't seen the Social Network or Black Swan! :X And there are soooo many movies I had deleted but wanna see again, but I CAN'T. It sucks. I realllly hope Mausaji can fix it when he comes tonight. Although I'd rather face a dead torrent software than the only maternal relative I hate. But well, maasi loves him (I dont really know WHY :/)
  And, who doesn't like Sarah Gellar's dresses?
• Rangoli di coming on 1st April!!!!!!!!!! :D I know it's like a LONG way to go, but I love her wayy too much :) It's so much better with an elder sister around..Plus, she's a pretty DHANSU agony aunt, and I need a lot of advices right now!! And I have no one except Mauli n Neha di for that..and Neha di can't solve this one, and Mauli SUCKS at it!! *sigh*
  Plus, she's bringing lots of movies and sitcoms with her!!!!!!!!! =) =) And my empty hard disk keeps creeping up on me and silently yet ardently begging me to give it something to eat! :P
• New session which I dont know starts WHEN exactly!!!! I remember when all of us used to play 'ghar ghar' and I always used to be this brat who was in 10th standard, because I thought (all of us thought) 10th standard was like really really cool! And now I am gonna be in 10th..REALLY!! And then the year will swoosh by soon enough (hopefully) and I ll finally be able to bid Science and Hindi GOODBYE!! And Geography..ESPECIALLY Geography..I hate it!!!!!!! :x
• 22nd March- Answer sheets distribution! Okay, I am DREADING it, but in a strange way I am looking forward to it too..because I miss my friends WAY TOO MUCH!!!!!! Talking on the phone is just NOT the same!! Pallavi is off to VaishnavDevi, Varsha's mother STILL hasnt giver her phone back and Yashwi is dealing with a situation where if I call her, both of us are dead meat.
  Not to mention, we'll be celebrating Akarshak's b'dayyyyyy!!! Okay fine not exactly celebrating, just pestering him for a treat! :D
• The India vs. West Indies match which I THINK is tomorrow!! Every day the first thing I do is open TOI's sports page and pray to God it's India playing..It's like when I had exams, every other day it was India vs. some other team..but now that I am free, India JUST ISN'T PLAYING!! Life's weird. :/ I am guessing I ll be done with Holi by 2:30 so I can catch the whole thing..plus, Daddy's home!! The daddy-daughter cricket sessions, I absolutely ADORE!!! =D

Oh, and I saw Memoirs of a Geisha..it's a beautiful (if kinda heavy) movie!! The best part was when in the end Sayuri and Chairman finally kiss, and then she's like 'You cannot say to the sun 'More sun', or to the rain 'Less rain', to a man, geisha can only be half a wife. We are the wives of nightfall. And yet, to learn of kindness after so much unkindness, to understand that a little girl with more courage than she knew would find her prayers were answered, can that not be called happiness? After all, these are not the memoirs of an empress, nor of a queen. These are memoirs of another kind.'

These lines were absolutely stunning. And I didn't even realize but I grew to really like the Chairman and Sayuri, and was unconsciously rooting for them the whole time, when initially, the idea of Chiyo with the MUCH older chairman had honestly grossed me out. I am still opposed to it, but there are exceptions right? :)

It had been on my PC for a LONG time, and I cant understand why I ignored it for such a long time. Everyone (okay not kids :P) should see the movie!

More later..keep up the prayers!! And a verry happy Holi in advance to y'all, cause I know I wont be blogging for a some time now! Have a WILD, colorful, bhaang-ful holi!!!!! :D