It was a normal day.
Everything was usual. Painfully usual, actually. I'd been yelled at at least a zillion times (ten) from mum to study, already wasted my time watching VH1 Hit Factory, already wasted all my balance talking to Yashwi and making Farewell plans, already went to Mauli's TWO times. I'd already called Varsha, and being the bitch that she is, she didnt pick up or call back just yet. Already talked to bhaiya n told him how much school sucks and how bloody much I wished I was with him. Already tried to get mum to spill the beans about what she'd be getting me for my b'day. Already talked to Dad (a lecture from him too, yes).
It was all normal.
THEN my tutor came.
It was still very usual.
I was solving questions (or at least trying to) when out of boredom, I started reading the quotes at the bottom of every page of my tuition diary..
When I came across..
'NOTHING IS PERMANANT EXCEPT CHANGE'
I couldn't concentrate after that..at all..
This quote hit me so hard, I was stunned by the truth-ness of it!
I've been thinking, and thinking, and thinking, how FREAKING true that is!
Exhibit A..ME..!!
So SO much has changed in me, since, well, I can remember!
There was a time when I could KILL for barbies..I used to write letters to Santa in hopes of a new doll house, or dresses (not for myself, for my Jamaica), even a BARBIE KITCHEN!! A time when I couldn't get enough of Enid Blyton, when I couldn't watch enough Lizzie McGuire, when I thought cell phones were a waste of time. When I used to see Rangoli di listening to Shakira and scrunch up my nose and say to her 'why the hell do u listen to English songs? They are LOUD. That's it! They are incomprehensible and stupid.' When I thought dress up games and the disney channel official website was ALL internet was about. When all I would call my friend up about would be homework. When I'd go to absolutely ANYBODY'S house if it had a doll house. (I was shamelessly obsessed with barbies.)
A time when I hated Mauli with every fibre of my being. A time when Radhika was my BEST friend. A time when I thought Neha di was a freak, who people should make a point to stay away from, when I had a crush on my dance teacher and actually thought I'd marry him someday.
There was a time when I was in St. Mary's and mum told me she was sending me to DPS and I went 'Speaking English is necessary there right? HOW will I survive there? No, I cant go to DPS. English is an alien language..Mujhe to sirf Hindi aati hai!'
Fine, some of those things can obviously be explained: You grew up.
A few days ago, I was OBSESSED with this song called Strange and beautiful, and now, I have had SO much of it, that I had to get it off of my iPod because whenever I shuffled the songs and it came up, I was strangely VERY irritated.
Last year, if someone asked me if I knew Yashwi Gupta, I'd go, that weird girl from section A? The one with frizzy hair, the really LOUD one,with a lot of guys around? Nah, I dont like her'
And now, I cant go a single day without talking to her.
Last year, I was crazy about this guy who I can't STAND now!
There was also a time when Tapasya asked me if I'd read Twilight, and when I answered in the negative, she got me copy and I read a few pages and told her it was unendurable, and BORING!
And now, well, I am twobsessed.
I remember when I saw Goblet of Fire, and I saw Cedric Diggory, and I BRUSHED HIM AWAY. I fricking brushed Robert Pattinson away.
There was a time when I worshipped Miley Cyrus, when I watched High School Musical every dang day.
It's INSANE how everything keeps changing. And I just talked about myself. Multiply that with the billions of people living on the face of the earth and you'll be blown away with all the change!!!
Everything changes.
First there was Orkut/MySpace, now there's Facebook, and tomorrow it'll be something else.
It was first Count Dracula, then came Twilight, something else'll come along.
It was Backstreet Boys once, now it's Justin Bieber, tomorrow someone else will be blasting through speakers.
It was Lizzie McGuire once, now it's Hannah Montana, tomorrow some other TV show will blow us away.
Change really IS inevitable.
I wish India catches up with it REAL fast.
It was once fiction for me, I am into serious reading now :P
JK, but I am reading Ignited Minds by APJ Abdul Kalam right now, it ACTUALLY makes me believe India is capable of SO much. That we really can.
And it depends on the youth, on us, on you, on me.
Before I log off, and start mugging up stuff (some things JUST DONT CHANGE!! :/ Every year I promise myself- This time, Shambhavi, you WILL complete your course way ahead of time. You'll keep up with the class. You'll actually surge ahead. You'll keep studying ONE chapter EVERY day, no matter what happens, and then exams will be like, ahh, exams? Oh well, couldnt care less. But every year when the exams actually come around, all I can do is 'I have to complete this, and this, and that, and oh yeah that too :'(..) I have to give David Archuleta credit for coming up with this AMAZING song, 'Crush' -
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
Cause I am tryin', tryin' to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away..
I know, it's BEAUTIFUL!! :)
But I know I'll probably get over this song next week tops. Change, my friends, change! :)
Ciao!! =)
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
THE TIME OF MY LIFE!!! :)
I'd like to begin this post by thanking my best friend Yashwi! (Formal much? :P)
Thanks for forcing me to wake up at 5 in the morning on a SUNDAY, to run a marathon!!
I knowww, sounds horrifying na?
Why would u want to wake up THAT early just to run 2 kms? I mean sure, some people like it, but that's not MY idea of a perfect morning!
But whatever, the whole idea of going to the marathon was to run for a while, but AFTER THAT was what everyone was looking forward to!!! :D
(PS. Everyone like the earlier me, who thinks running 2 kms isnt a big deal..think AGAIN! U agree Shivani?? :P)
So anyway, once we were released, we decided we'd have one last hell of a day before exams!!!! And it WAS!! :)
We went to JHV, and ate like DOGS!!! :D
But the best part was the scootie ride!!
After the marathon, I was sitting behind Shashwat, and BAM, we fell!! :( :P
First I just thought Shashwat was an IDIOT, but turns out the scootie was jinxed or something!! It fell FIVE TIMES after that !! :o And Shashwat fell EVERY time! :P
Poor guy though!!
But after that, when I sat behind Akarshak and Ratnam, it was AWEEEESOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially on the Pulsar, KYA SPEEED THI :D
That khaali sandy area was awesome, the bike races were amaziing, that shady area we were standing under when we reached the mall before it even opened, it was all AWESOME!!! :)
The jungle was kinda spooky though!! It may have something to do with the fact that as soon as I entered the jungle (Akarshak and me reached first) he's like 'Pata hai, girls have been raped her' :o
I was like, LET'S GET OUT OF HERE!!
I kinda hated it after that..
Who wouldn't ?
But still, barring that, the whole day was FUN!! I finally met this friend of a friend I've been hearing about since FOREVER, and he SUCKED!!!!!!!
I've heard that u shouldnt really sing praises of someone until the person has met 'em. COULDN'T agree more!!!!
But ever since I came back home, things have been more on the dark side..cause, Mum's finally in the 'exams are round the corner YOU HAVE TO STUDY' mode, which pretty much sucks for me, but I have to follow :/
Quadrilaterals and parallelograms are eating my brain OFFFFFFFF
It's EXHAUSTING! :(
Even Economics is starting to irritate me, so that expalins how much I hate studying right noww!
Oh, and I've caught cold, so the whole I am like *sneeze sneeze SNEEZE wipe nose sneeze sneeze SNEEZE* and I kinda ignored the injury on my knee when I fell from the scootie, the consequences started emerging today :x
But on the bright side, at least I wont have to go to school before 24th!!!
Plus, for some STRANGE reason, I am addicted a song from 2002, called 'Tum agar Saamne' from Raaz!!!! I mean, the lyrics are absolutely stupid, and I've heard the song many times earlier, so it's not like the music is extra-ordinary, but ever since yesterday I cannot stop listening to it!!!!!!! :o
Another song I looooooove right now is Dream- Miley Cyrus
I think I am in some weird Miley zone right now!! I like ALL her songs right noww!! :)
I wanna know you!
I wanna go there where u go
I wanna find out what u know
And maybe someday down the road
Sit back and say to myself Yeah I thought so
Correct me if I am wrong
You're fragile and u're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination
I like how u are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road sit back and say to myself
I THOUGHT SO!! :)
(David Archuleta ROCKS this song!!!! :D)
Do me a favor
Tell me what you think about me!
Tell me how you want this to be!
Go out on a limb and just DREAM!
Paint a picture
Choose your colors extra wise
Especially what you put on my mind
Imagine what it'd be like to touch the sky
Whoa!! Your thoughts are gonna pick me up
Do you know, It's good to feel too much
Whoa! You got my head in the clouds
Whoa! You got me thinking out loud
The more you dream about me
The more that I believe
That nothing's ever out of reach
So dream, dream, dream!!!
It's like my birthday
Everytime you look at meeeee :)
But my FAVORITE right now is Here We Go Again- Demi Lovato!!!
The lyrics, are GREATT!
You never know what u want
You never say what u mean
But I start to go insane everytime that u look at me!
You only hear half of what I say
And u're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use!
Can't be with or without you
So how do u get here under my skin?
Swore that I'd never let u back in
Should've known better than trying to let u go
Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as i try I know I cant quit
Something about u is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again!!
SIT UP PEOPLE!!
THE MOST IMPORTANT COUNTDOWN OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY STARTED!!!
5 DAYS TO GO!!
FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! :)
Here's a list of stuff u could get for me-
Thanks for forcing me to wake up at 5 in the morning on a SUNDAY, to run a marathon!!
I knowww, sounds horrifying na?
Why would u want to wake up THAT early just to run 2 kms? I mean sure, some people like it, but that's not MY idea of a perfect morning!
But whatever, the whole idea of going to the marathon was to run for a while, but AFTER THAT was what everyone was looking forward to!!! :D
(PS. Everyone like the earlier me, who thinks running 2 kms isnt a big deal..think AGAIN! U agree Shivani?? :P)
So anyway, once we were released, we decided we'd have one last hell of a day before exams!!!! And it WAS!! :)
We went to JHV, and ate like DOGS!!! :D
But the best part was the scootie ride!!
After the marathon, I was sitting behind Shashwat, and BAM, we fell!! :( :P
First I just thought Shashwat was an IDIOT, but turns out the scootie was jinxed or something!! It fell FIVE TIMES after that !! :o And Shashwat fell EVERY time! :P
Poor guy though!!
But after that, when I sat behind Akarshak and Ratnam, it was AWEEEESOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially on the Pulsar, KYA SPEEED THI :D
That khaali sandy area was awesome, the bike races were amaziing, that shady area we were standing under when we reached the mall before it even opened, it was all AWESOME!!! :)
The jungle was kinda spooky though!! It may have something to do with the fact that as soon as I entered the jungle (Akarshak and me reached first) he's like 'Pata hai, girls have been raped her' :o
I was like, LET'S GET OUT OF HERE!!
I kinda hated it after that..
Who wouldn't ?
But still, barring that, the whole day was FUN!! I finally met this friend of a friend I've been hearing about since FOREVER, and he SUCKED!!!!!!!
I've heard that u shouldnt really sing praises of someone until the person has met 'em. COULDN'T agree more!!!!
But ever since I came back home, things have been more on the dark side..cause, Mum's finally in the 'exams are round the corner YOU HAVE TO STUDY' mode, which pretty much sucks for me, but I have to follow :/
Quadrilaterals and parallelograms are eating my brain OFFFFFFFF
It's EXHAUSTING! :(
Even Economics is starting to irritate me, so that expalins how much I hate studying right noww!
Oh, and I've caught cold, so the whole I am like *sneeze sneeze SNEEZE wipe nose sneeze sneeze SNEEZE* and I kinda ignored the injury on my knee when I fell from the scootie, the consequences started emerging today :x
But on the bright side, at least I wont have to go to school before 24th!!!
Plus, for some STRANGE reason, I am addicted a song from 2002, called 'Tum agar Saamne' from Raaz!!!! I mean, the lyrics are absolutely stupid, and I've heard the song many times earlier, so it's not like the music is extra-ordinary, but ever since yesterday I cannot stop listening to it!!!!!!! :o
Another song I looooooove right now is Dream- Miley Cyrus
I think I am in some weird Miley zone right now!! I like ALL her songs right noww!! :)
I wanna know you!
I wanna go there where u go
I wanna find out what u know
And maybe someday down the road
Sit back and say to myself Yeah I thought so
Correct me if I am wrong
You're fragile and u're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination
I like how u are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road sit back and say to myself
I THOUGHT SO!! :)
(David Archuleta ROCKS this song!!!! :D)
Do me a favor
Tell me what you think about me!
Tell me how you want this to be!
Go out on a limb and just DREAM!
Paint a picture
Choose your colors extra wise
Especially what you put on my mind
Imagine what it'd be like to touch the sky
Whoa!! Your thoughts are gonna pick me up
Do you know, It's good to feel too much
Whoa! You got my head in the clouds
Whoa! You got me thinking out loud
The more you dream about me
The more that I believe
That nothing's ever out of reach
So dream, dream, dream!!!
It's like my birthday
Everytime you look at meeeee :)
But my FAVORITE right now is Here We Go Again- Demi Lovato!!!
The lyrics, are GREATT!
You never know what u want
You never say what u mean
But I start to go insane everytime that u look at me!
You only hear half of what I say
And u're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use!
Can't be with or without you
So how do u get here under my skin?
Swore that I'd never let u back in
Should've known better than trying to let u go
Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as i try I know I cant quit
Something about u is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again!!
SIT UP PEOPLE!!
THE MOST IMPORTANT COUNTDOWN OF THE YEAR HAS ALREADY STARTED!!!
5 DAYS TO GO!!
FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! :)
Here's a list of stuff u could get for me-
- iPad!!
- iPod touch!
- A book shop!! :)
- A tee signed by Robert Pattinson!
- CHOCOLATESSSSS!!!!!!!
- iPhone
- iANYTHING!!! :P
Now the only problem is how do I get my dad to read this list!!!!!!!!!! Cause that way, he'd know my blog address and I'd have to cut back on a lot of things..hmm..touch job!! =P
Happy Birth week to u Shambhavi - I can hear everyone faintly singing this!
Awwwwwwww..you guys!! :) Thanks sooo much!!!
I need to put an end to all this joblessness and do something 'productive' :(
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Cant take my eyes off of you!
You're just too good to be true
Cant take my eyes off of you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
I thank God I am alive
You're just too good to be true
Cant take my eyes off of you
Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
I love you, baby
And if it's quite alright
I need you, baby
To warm a lonely night
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
Let me love you!
I am so deeply, DEEPLY, in love with this song!!!
I feel like jumping up and down and say 'SING IT TO ME!! SOMEONE SING THAT FOR ME RIGHT NOWWW!!' =D
This song has the most beautiful, flattering lyrics in the history of love songs!!
Who wouldnt let any guy who sings that, not love them? :)
I was soo bored I started surfing about the most popular movies, quotes, songs et cetera, and then in Top 10 romantic songs somewhere I found this, and it's just too good to be true!! I thank God I am alive !!! ;)
I now remember I heard this song when Heath Ledger sang it to Julia Stiles in 10 Things I hate about you, which is my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE!!
See, now my favorite song in my favorite song!! :D
IDK why I didnt just download it right away when I heard it on 10 things!!
I regret it nowwww :(
I just had to had to HAD to blog about it!!!!!!!! =)
Advance me A verry happy Valentines Day to all the happy couples out there, all the sad couples out there, all the in-love couples out there, all the falling-in-love couples!
And now to the singles like me..
All the single-and-not-ready-to-mingles!!
All the waiting-for-him-to-ask-me-out singles!! :)
Here's wishing u all that the stupid jerk gets the hints and DOES ask you out finallyyy!!!!! =)
All the single-and-ready-to-mingle-with-just-about-anybody!! :P
All the waiting-for-the-right-guy-to-come-along singles!! :)
Cant take my eyes off of you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
I thank God I am alive
You're just too good to be true
Cant take my eyes off of you
Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
I love you, baby
And if it's quite alright
I need you, baby
To warm a lonely night
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
Let me love you!
I am so deeply, DEEPLY, in love with this song!!!
I feel like jumping up and down and say 'SING IT TO ME!! SOMEONE SING THAT FOR ME RIGHT NOWWW!!' =D
This song has the most beautiful, flattering lyrics in the history of love songs!!
Who wouldnt let any guy who sings that, not love them? :)
I was soo bored I started surfing about the most popular movies, quotes, songs et cetera, and then in Top 10 romantic songs somewhere I found this, and it's just too good to be true!! I thank God I am alive !!! ;)
I now remember I heard this song when Heath Ledger sang it to Julia Stiles in 10 Things I hate about you, which is my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE!!
See, now my favorite song in my favorite song!! :D
IDK why I didnt just download it right away when I heard it on 10 things!!
I regret it nowwww :(
I just had to had to HAD to blog about it!!!!!!!! =)
Advance me A verry happy Valentines Day to all the happy couples out there, all the sad couples out there, all the in-love couples out there, all the falling-in-love couples!
And now to the singles like me..
All the single-and-not-ready-to-mingles!!
All the waiting-for-him-to-ask-me-out singles!! :)
Here's wishing u all that the stupid jerk gets the hints and DOES ask you out finallyyy!!!!! =)
All the single-and-ready-to-mingle-with-just-about-anybody!! :P
All the waiting-for-the-right-guy-to-come-along singles!! :)
Friday, February 11, 2011
A whole lot of pointless, random jazz (and also something u should ABSOLUTELY check out towards the end)
There'll come a day
When you'll walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I am imagining
Baby how can I be sure?
That you're the one I am waiting for
Will you be..
Unmistakable?!
Thanks to Yashwi, I am adddicted to Backstreet Boys again!!! :)
So thing is, her cell phone had been on the switched off mode, since, well, MONTHS! She'd been using her mum's!! But then, suddenly she started using hers again !!
And she had this BEAUTIFUL song as her ringtone!! Pallavi and me went crazyyyyyy over what song it was!! Yeah, we were stupid enough not to just Google it right away.
Dont ask me why I didnt do it!!
And also, please, dont gimme that look :P
But well, even if I am with Mauli all the time nowadays, not all my sense is lost ;) So I finally did Google it and ever since I have been HOOKED to Backstreet Boys!!
I'll never break your heart is such a heart-wrenching song!!!!!!!!!! :)
She says no, but he takes the pain of finding out why, and upon getting to know she's a heartbroken girl, he puts his all to make her smile!! Awwwwwwwwwwww :)
All these old boys bands, like BB and Blue are soo bloody awesome!!!
And both the bands have one extremely cute guy!!
Although, I still dont know their names!! Who cares? As long as I can see them everyday on YouTube!! :D
Vaise bhi, they must be OLD now!
At least the Blue vaala would definitely be!! :'(
Oh, and now on the personal front, I am majama :D
Jhakkas, dhinchak, rabchik!! :P
Aweeesomeeeeee!!!!!!
I love you Nani!! I never thought I would stay up late till 3 talking to a 60-year old, but I guess we do have a lot in common other than just blood, eh? :)
And I do think I love you more than I love anyone else Maulii, you are my 'TOP PRIORITY'!!! :)
And even though we always have to change topics or find some way to get u the hell out of the room, even though you're a cry baby and even though u are always copying jokes, or making up stupid ones, which nevertheless makes us laugh at YOU, not the joke, I love you Mehul!!!!!!
Both my maamis, you ROCK!! =D
You take SO much care of me!! Sometimes it is kinda irritating :P
But still, I love u both a HELL lot!!!!!
And mommyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I still miss you!!
A heck lot! :(
And btw, it's your fault u left me home alone, exams ke time, so if I flunk this year, you're the one I am holding responsible, NOT Facebook, NOT Mauli, NOT Varsha, NOT Yashwi, NOT my novels! :)
Did I tell you guys I am reading Percy Jackson?????
It is SO damn awesome!!!!!!!!
I mean, it had me in grips from the very first page!!
Although all that secrecy is PAINFUL! In a good, makes-you-wanna-lick-the-words-off-the-book way!!! :P (Ignore the gross part of it, bhaavnaao ko samjho, like Mauli'd say :P)
Even though life's awesome in general, IDK why I am kinda sorta unhappy because something that happened today at school!
Actually, it is something that did NOT happen, which was super weird cause it always happens!
So I dont know if it's just weird, or am I really sorta unhappy?
Ahh! Too messy to figure that out!!
Uhh, and I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!
It's the phase of the year when whatever u do, there's this thought, like a phone message, beeping incessantly, telling you something like this: Hey, Mr. Know-it-all! Would u like to mug off and cry in the end, on the last day of the exam again ?? Would u like to be buried deep under all the building pressure?? Would u like to sit back and study when your cousins are playing colors because their exams are over, but yours arent? Because ur PREPARATION isnt still over? No right!
Well then, what the hell are you doing, *here comes whatever 'unproductive' stuff I am doing. Eg. Facebooking, blogging, reading a book, watching videos, movies, TV, listening to music, chatting on the phone, chatting on FB, rattling away on the phone, daydreaming, etc* ?? GO, OPEN SOME COURSE BOOK AND FOR GOD'S SAKE BLOODY STUDY!!!!!! NOT EVEN A MONTH'S LEFT FOR UR EXAMS!! YOU HAVE TO STUDY!! THERE'S SOOO MUCH LEFT TO DO!!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED GEOGRAPHY OR BIOLOGY!! YOU HAVE TO REVISE EVERY DAMN THING FROM THE SCRATCH!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED RS AGRAWAL YET, FORGET RD SHARMA!! YOU HAVENT COMPLETED EVEN THE NCERT *CLAPS FOR YOU*!!
See, see my brain? See it?
You like what goes on in there people?
I am sure u dont, because I am pretty sure that's exactly what's going on inside YOUR head!! :o
Damn it, whoever invented exams, must have had 'torturing the shit out of every sane adoloscent' at the TOP of his To-do list!!
Well, all I can say is, I wish, badly, that these lyrics from 'Strange and beautiful' proved true for him/her:
Sometimes, the last thing u want comes in first!
Sometimes, the first thing u want never comes!
See, if his/her No.1 on the To-do list wish never came, would we be having such pre-exams stress phases? This need to do something 'productive'!!
Damn it, I have a different definition of productive!!
Ughh, how I keep cribbing the whole timeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Like Yashwi n me decided today, if something goes wrong, we'll go all 'Raadhe raadhe !!!!' :P
It's like a , you can say, more religious version of All Izz Well!! :D
You like it??
I dont really care cause I loveeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!
You know what else I loved today?? This Spic Macay we had in our school today!!
Okay, I ripped my mind hard, but I cant recall the name of the dance form, but there were these guys, dressed (accurately and beautifully) as girls!!
And they came up on stage and started dancing, and doing back-flips and other stunts!! They made these unbelievible mudras and gestures!
It was soo fascinating!!
Although all my friends were busy bracing themselves for laughing their heads off, before the performers entered, cause they thought it was the same ol' kathak/bharatnatyam/some other indian boring dance form which would be boring, and that then that laugh-on-every-and-any-thing switch will automatically be turned on!!
But Mauli had already told me about this dance, cause her school had the same the last day!! She told me it was fascinating and I was like 'Spic Macay? Along the lines of interesting? RIP your sense of choice'
How wrong was I!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay fine I wont exaggerate, most of the stuff was really common among the millions of gifted or hardworking people we've already seen on Dance India Dance/ Chak Dhoom Dhoom etc (I am only talking about India right now) but towards the end they had this piece on India!!
And well, mera bharat mahaaaaaaaaaaaaan :D
The ending positions/mudras/whatever were absolutely phenomenal!!!!!!!!
I lovedddddddd it :D
Oh and I also got into a bit of a fight with Varsha n Pallavi cause they were still laughing and ended up saying something like 'you're not good enough to do anything right now! u can atleast appreciate what others are doing' I KNOW!! RUDE!!
But well, they are used to it! :P
And I said sorry!!
And vaise bhi, they are good enough to do anything and they know it =D
And they know what a prick I can be!!!!
And also, they SHOULD appreciate all of it, shouldnt they??
Oh, and here's another song I am in LOVE with:
Uh-huh
When u call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure! Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la, I ll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An oscar for this scene I am in
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset fade to black
Show the names, play the happy song!!!!
Beautiful na?? :)
Oh, n u wanna hear something that's even more pointless than this post?
I ll tell u what is!!
Rose Day!!
Chocolate Dayyy!!
Teddy Day!!
PROMISE DAYYYYYYYYYY :X
I mean seriously, agreed, every aforementioned day is crappy, but PROMISE DAY?
There's a day that symbolises, what exactly? The need to promise ur loved ones you'll love them no matter what? Support, understand and all that gooey stuff?
Cause that doesnt need a DAY!!
Like I know this couple
And the girl goes 'Promise me!! From here on, if I ever forget my tie, you're gonna give me yours!! Promise me!! Aaj promise day hai, u have to!!'
And I was like..excuse me but WHAT?
Promise DAY?????????????
Now THAT'S a day too?!!
Okay, every February I hear about these stupid days, but I ALWAYS forget!!
That's how unnecessary and LAME they are!
I dont believe in any day except Valentines Day, in this 'valentine week'!!
Yeah I know, my boyfriend is gonna be one lucky guy!! :) :)
Although people believing in Chocolate Day doesnt hurt!!
Because I am LITERALLY surrounded by couples!! So I get to loot a lot of chocolates :D
Me and Varsha were in SPLITS discussing all these days today!!!!! :P
Really, how shallow are we?!
Think about it though
All around India, people are vibrantly and vigorously busy buying Teddys and chocolates and roses, and making promises, when Rajesh and Nupur Talwar are busy trying to prove that they didnt kill their only child, fighting for justice!!
But no, oh no, that's relatively unimportant isnt it? :/
Here's something I dont understand about people who tell me they think the parents could kill their child.
When you'll walk out of my dreams
Face to face
Like I am imagining
Baby how can I be sure?
That you're the one I am waiting for
Will you be..
Unmistakable?!
Thanks to Yashwi, I am adddicted to Backstreet Boys again!!! :)
So thing is, her cell phone had been on the switched off mode, since, well, MONTHS! She'd been using her mum's!! But then, suddenly she started using hers again !!
And she had this BEAUTIFUL song as her ringtone!! Pallavi and me went crazyyyyyy over what song it was!! Yeah, we were stupid enough not to just Google it right away.
Dont ask me why I didnt do it!!
And also, please, dont gimme that look :P
But well, even if I am with Mauli all the time nowadays, not all my sense is lost ;) So I finally did Google it and ever since I have been HOOKED to Backstreet Boys!!
I'll never break your heart is such a heart-wrenching song!!!!!!!!!! :)
She says no, but he takes the pain of finding out why, and upon getting to know she's a heartbroken girl, he puts his all to make her smile!! Awwwwwwwwwwww :)
All these old boys bands, like BB and Blue are soo bloody awesome!!!
And both the bands have one extremely cute guy!!
Although, I still dont know their names!! Who cares? As long as I can see them everyday on YouTube!! :D
Vaise bhi, they must be OLD now!
At least the Blue vaala would definitely be!! :'(
Oh, and now on the personal front, I am majama :D
Jhakkas, dhinchak, rabchik!! :P
Aweeesomeeeeee!!!!!!
I love you Nani!! I never thought I would stay up late till 3 talking to a 60-year old, but I guess we do have a lot in common other than just blood, eh? :)
And I do think I love you more than I love anyone else Maulii, you are my 'TOP PRIORITY'!!! :)
And even though we always have to change topics or find some way to get u the hell out of the room, even though you're a cry baby and even though u are always copying jokes, or making up stupid ones, which nevertheless makes us laugh at YOU, not the joke, I love you Mehul!!!!!!
Both my maamis, you ROCK!! =D
You take SO much care of me!! Sometimes it is kinda irritating :P
But still, I love u both a HELL lot!!!!!
And mommyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I still miss you!!
A heck lot! :(
And btw, it's your fault u left me home alone, exams ke time, so if I flunk this year, you're the one I am holding responsible, NOT Facebook, NOT Mauli, NOT Varsha, NOT Yashwi, NOT my novels! :)
Did I tell you guys I am reading Percy Jackson?????
It is SO damn awesome!!!!!!!!
I mean, it had me in grips from the very first page!!
Although all that secrecy is PAINFUL! In a good, makes-you-wanna-lick-the-words-off-the-book way!!! :P (Ignore the gross part of it, bhaavnaao ko samjho, like Mauli'd say :P)
Even though life's awesome in general, IDK why I am kinda sorta unhappy because something that happened today at school!
Actually, it is something that did NOT happen, which was super weird cause it always happens!
So I dont know if it's just weird, or am I really sorta unhappy?
Ahh! Too messy to figure that out!!
Uhh, and I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!
It's the phase of the year when whatever u do, there's this thought, like a phone message, beeping incessantly, telling you something like this: Hey, Mr. Know-it-all! Would u like to mug off and cry in the end, on the last day of the exam again ?? Would u like to be buried deep under all the building pressure?? Would u like to sit back and study when your cousins are playing colors because their exams are over, but yours arent? Because ur PREPARATION isnt still over? No right!
Well then, what the hell are you doing, *here comes whatever 'unproductive' stuff I am doing. Eg. Facebooking, blogging, reading a book, watching videos, movies, TV, listening to music, chatting on the phone, chatting on FB, rattling away on the phone, daydreaming, etc* ?? GO, OPEN SOME COURSE BOOK AND FOR GOD'S SAKE BLOODY STUDY!!!!!! NOT EVEN A MONTH'S LEFT FOR UR EXAMS!! YOU HAVE TO STUDY!! THERE'S SOOO MUCH LEFT TO DO!!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED GEOGRAPHY OR BIOLOGY!! YOU HAVE TO REVISE EVERY DAMN THING FROM THE SCRATCH!! YOU HAVENT TOUCHED RS AGRAWAL YET, FORGET RD SHARMA!! YOU HAVENT COMPLETED EVEN THE NCERT *CLAPS FOR YOU*!!
See, see my brain? See it?
You like what goes on in there people?
I am sure u dont, because I am pretty sure that's exactly what's going on inside YOUR head!! :o
Damn it, whoever invented exams, must have had 'torturing the shit out of every sane adoloscent' at the TOP of his To-do list!!
Well, all I can say is, I wish, badly, that these lyrics from 'Strange and beautiful' proved true for him/her:
Sometimes, the last thing u want comes in first!
Sometimes, the first thing u want never comes!
See, if his/her No.1 on the To-do list wish never came, would we be having such pre-exams stress phases? This need to do something 'productive'!!
Damn it, I have a different definition of productive!!
Ughh, how I keep cribbing the whole timeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Like Yashwi n me decided today, if something goes wrong, we'll go all 'Raadhe raadhe !!!!' :P
It's like a , you can say, more religious version of All Izz Well!! :D
You like it??
I dont really care cause I loveeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!
You know what else I loved today?? This Spic Macay we had in our school today!!
Okay, I ripped my mind hard, but I cant recall the name of the dance form, but there were these guys, dressed (accurately and beautifully) as girls!!
And they came up on stage and started dancing, and doing back-flips and other stunts!! They made these unbelievible mudras and gestures!
It was soo fascinating!!
Although all my friends were busy bracing themselves for laughing their heads off, before the performers entered, cause they thought it was the same ol' kathak/bharatnatyam/some other indian boring dance form which would be boring, and that then that laugh-on-every-and-any-thing switch will automatically be turned on!!
But Mauli had already told me about this dance, cause her school had the same the last day!! She told me it was fascinating and I was like 'Spic Macay? Along the lines of interesting? RIP your sense of choice'
How wrong was I!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay fine I wont exaggerate, most of the stuff was really common among the millions of gifted or hardworking people we've already seen on Dance India Dance/ Chak Dhoom Dhoom etc (I am only talking about India right now) but towards the end they had this piece on India!!
And well, mera bharat mahaaaaaaaaaaaaan :D
The ending positions/mudras/whatever were absolutely phenomenal!!!!!!!!
I lovedddddddd it :D
Oh and I also got into a bit of a fight with Varsha n Pallavi cause they were still laughing and ended up saying something like 'you're not good enough to do anything right now! u can atleast appreciate what others are doing' I KNOW!! RUDE!!
But well, they are used to it! :P
And I said sorry!!
And vaise bhi, they are good enough to do anything and they know it =D
And they know what a prick I can be!!!!
And also, they SHOULD appreciate all of it, shouldnt they??
Oh, and here's another song I am in LOVE with:
Uh-huh
When u call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure! Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la, I ll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An oscar for this scene I am in
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset fade to black
Show the names, play the happy song!!!!
Beautiful na?? :)
Oh, n u wanna hear something that's even more pointless than this post?
I ll tell u what is!!
Rose Day!!
Chocolate Dayyy!!
Teddy Day!!
PROMISE DAYYYYYYYYYY :X
I mean seriously, agreed, every aforementioned day is crappy, but PROMISE DAY?
There's a day that symbolises, what exactly? The need to promise ur loved ones you'll love them no matter what? Support, understand and all that gooey stuff?
Cause that doesnt need a DAY!!
Like I know this couple
And the girl goes 'Promise me!! From here on, if I ever forget my tie, you're gonna give me yours!! Promise me!! Aaj promise day hai, u have to!!'
And I was like..excuse me but WHAT?
Promise DAY?????????????
Now THAT'S a day too?!!
Okay, every February I hear about these stupid days, but I ALWAYS forget!!
That's how unnecessary and LAME they are!
I dont believe in any day except Valentines Day, in this 'valentine week'!!
Yeah I know, my boyfriend is gonna be one lucky guy!! :) :)
Although people believing in Chocolate Day doesnt hurt!!
Because I am LITERALLY surrounded by couples!! So I get to loot a lot of chocolates :D
Me and Varsha were in SPLITS discussing all these days today!!!!! :P
Really, how shallow are we?!
Think about it though
All around India, people are vibrantly and vigorously busy buying Teddys and chocolates and roses, and making promises, when Rajesh and Nupur Talwar are busy trying to prove that they didnt kill their only child, fighting for justice!!
But no, oh no, that's relatively unimportant isnt it? :/
Here's something I dont understand about people who tell me they think the parents could kill their child.
- She was their ONLY child!!!!! Forget only, she was their daughter!! WHY in the hell would they kill her? Even in a fit of rage!!
- Why would they file petitions to re-open the Aarushi case, when the very purpose was finding the culprit, if they were the culprits themselves?
- Here's to everyone who doesnt understand how they could sleep all though the night. I'll tell you: THE CBI CONDUCTED A SOUND TEST!! They recreated the whole situation, turned on the ACs like the night of the murder, and experimentally, PRACTICALLY, found out that no sound from Aarushi's room reached them. And that's when they were awake, and alert for the sound, whereas Aarushi's parents were asleep and anything but anticipating weird sounds from their daughter's room!
In fact, here's a proper article that'd make EVERY one doubt that her parents killed her:
http://www.tehelka.com/story_main48.asp?filename=hub190211THE_HOUSE.asp
Think about it!!
Monday, February 7, 2011
Barefoot Cinderella
Every morning
I wake up to find
I always dream the same.
Every night i come to my window
When you call my name
But the way the words
You say just fall like rain
Till i'm drowning in the sound of your invitation
When you ask "do you wanna dance, my barefoot cinderella"
Don't need no slippers or a party dress,
The way you're lookin' right now is what i like the best
And then you...say "do you wanna take a chance?stay with me forever
No one will ever be more beautiful
My barefoot, my barefoot cinderella."
I miss you, the sweet, chirpy, kind-looking, funloving, kiddish Miley!! The one I could relate to!!
And now I have to put up with a Britanny-inspired Miley (apparently) *sigh*
This is suchhh a BEAUTIFUL song!!
It almost makes u want to have a boyfriend, singing that to you!!
Let's face it, who doesn't wanna be Cinderella?
Although I'd like to be a Cinderella who had a mother, because a life without mum is tantamount to no life at all! But I'll have to bring it down to both of us working as servants, and my father being...bullied by my stepmom? Cause if we're all rich and happy and content, I dont think Cinderella would be QUITE what it is right now! :P
Oh, and my prince would be amazingly tall, I dont care what skin color, and heartbreakingly handsome!! With a voice like velvet, eyes as blue as the sky, perfectly moulded lips, pointed masculine nose!!!! Oh, and helpful and very kind in nature! Hospitable, adorable, caring, sharing, romantic, loving, giving!!!!!!!
*sigh*
See, that's why Edward is bloody perfect for me!!! :)
And, and, AND, after I become his princess, I'd make sure my stepmother n her evil daughters pay for what they did to mum and me!!! Maybe they can wash the dishes and clothes of the dirty prisoners in the kingdom cellars!! Hell yeah!! =D
But what'a actually happening?? I am sitting in my PJs in my room, all alone, missing my mother like crazy, wishing Mauli is done with all her studying soon, since her exams start from 16th!!!! :/
Also wishing that my bloody friends don't always sleep in the afternoon!!
Wishing my sore throat is normal again!!!!!
Wishing that everytime I swallow, I dont feel like dying!!!
Wishing that my fever would go away and I won't feel so 'hot' !! :P
Wishing it was 26th February, 12 am, and everyone I love was calling me and wishing me and I was getting gifts and cards, and I'd be cutting cakes and being excited beyond hell!!!!!!!!
Wishful thinking HURTS , Rihanna, you're so absolutely right!! :(
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really REALLY use a wish right now!!!
Although it's still not night!!!!!
My eyes are burning, but due to my throat pain, I cant even SLEEP!!
I can't call up friends because I am unable to speak, and sound like a chudaiil, and they're asleep anyway!!!
I cant watch TV because there's nothing on TV
I cant watch movies cause I dont feel like it!!!
I need you mommyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am cribbing so much already, and it's not even been a day since she left!!
The coming 10 days dont really look all that bright to me!!! :X
And now, I dont feel like writing as well!!! :/
Please pray for me peopleee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
PS. It's SO comforting to think there's no school tomorrowwwwwwwwwww :D
I wake up to find
I always dream the same.
Every night i come to my window
When you call my name
But the way the words
You say just fall like rain
Till i'm drowning in the sound of your invitation
When you ask "do you wanna dance, my barefoot cinderella"
Don't need no slippers or a party dress,
The way you're lookin' right now is what i like the best
And then you...say "do you wanna take a chance?stay with me forever
No one will ever be more beautiful
My barefoot, my barefoot cinderella."
I miss you, the sweet, chirpy, kind-looking, funloving, kiddish Miley!! The one I could relate to!!
And now I have to put up with a Britanny-inspired Miley (apparently) *sigh*
This is suchhh a BEAUTIFUL song!!
It almost makes u want to have a boyfriend, singing that to you!!
Let's face it, who doesn't wanna be Cinderella?
Although I'd like to be a Cinderella who had a mother, because a life without mum is tantamount to no life at all! But I'll have to bring it down to both of us working as servants, and my father being...bullied by my stepmom? Cause if we're all rich and happy and content, I dont think Cinderella would be QUITE what it is right now! :P
Oh, and my prince would be amazingly tall, I dont care what skin color, and heartbreakingly handsome!! With a voice like velvet, eyes as blue as the sky, perfectly moulded lips, pointed masculine nose!!!! Oh, and helpful and very kind in nature! Hospitable, adorable, caring, sharing, romantic, loving, giving!!!!!!!
*sigh*
See, that's why Edward is bloody perfect for me!!! :)
And, and, AND, after I become his princess, I'd make sure my stepmother n her evil daughters pay for what they did to mum and me!!! Maybe they can wash the dishes and clothes of the dirty prisoners in the kingdom cellars!! Hell yeah!! =D
But what'a actually happening?? I am sitting in my PJs in my room, all alone, missing my mother like crazy, wishing Mauli is done with all her studying soon, since her exams start from 16th!!!! :/
Also wishing that my bloody friends don't always sleep in the afternoon!!
Wishing my sore throat is normal again!!!!!
Wishing that everytime I swallow, I dont feel like dying!!!
Wishing that my fever would go away and I won't feel so 'hot' !! :P
Wishing it was 26th February, 12 am, and everyone I love was calling me and wishing me and I was getting gifts and cards, and I'd be cutting cakes and being excited beyond hell!!!!!!!!
Wishful thinking HURTS , Rihanna, you're so absolutely right!! :(
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really REALLY use a wish right now!!!
Although it's still not night!!!!!
My eyes are burning, but due to my throat pain, I cant even SLEEP!!
I can't call up friends because I am unable to speak, and sound like a chudaiil, and they're asleep anyway!!!
I cant watch TV because there's nothing on TV
I cant watch movies cause I dont feel like it!!!
I need you mommyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am cribbing so much already, and it's not even been a day since she left!!
The coming 10 days dont really look all that bright to me!!! :X
And now, I dont feel like writing as well!!! :/
Please pray for me peopleee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
PS. It's SO comforting to think there's no school tomorrowwwwwwwwwww :D
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Yahaan!! :)
Bante hai bigadte hai
Raaton se dil ulajhte hai
Yahaaann!!!!!!
Girte hai samhalte hai
Kaaton se raah sajti hai
Yahaaann!!!!!!!!
I am soo addicted to the Roadies 8 theme song!!!
I was kinda worried cause of late, all I liked were romantic songs!!! :O
Example- ALL the songs of Dil to bachcha hai ji (ESPECIALLY Tere Bin!! And that Shweta Salve track..which is really sasssyy!!)
And has anyone seen this guy from 'Ye Saali Zindagi' ?? The guy other than Irrfan Singh!! He's mera newest crush!!! :)
I like him so much, we booked tickets for the movie!! :D
But then, it was Neha di's bday , so mum and others went without me!!
But I can't say I regret that, because I LOOOVEEEED the party!!
Okay, very frankly, first it was me an Neha di, and well, who needs others?? =D
But then people started arriving, and I, uh, don't really open up to people easily, so I started getting MAJORLY bored!! And I being bored, so I had to get out to get some air, and called Yashwi!!
Yashwi, my angel, rescuer, besstt friend!!! :)
Being the awaara that she is, she showed up with some caoching friends in Ming, which is where the party was! THAT'S when I started having FUN!!!!!!!
Uptil then, to divert myself, I'd been eating a LOT (the crispy babycorns are AMAZINGG), but well, let's just say Yashwi and me together, can eat A LOTTTTT!!!!!!! So then, for like an hour I was with Yashwi outside, hauking to our fullest :D
Then, when she had to go, well, I was in my form, so when I went back to the hall, a lot of people I didnt even know had gone home, and it was Neha di's friends that I know and LIKE, not ones I know!
So we had a lot of fun after that tooo!!
The sizzling browine was WOW!
Not to mention the Radisson black forest cake..scrumptious!! :)
Shit, I was thinking while writing, and I suddenly recalled, mum is leaving day after tomorrow!! For Jabalpur!! FOR 10 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the first time I am gonna be without her for more than a week..
How the hell will I manage?? :/
I am so attuned to her, I hate it when she's not there!! :(
Although, I'll not have to eat, bathe and stuff at the 'right time' =P
I wish she'd let me sleep alone, but oh NO, i ll have to go sleep at my Nani's place every night..and let's just say, mami is A VERY conservative, stick by the rules, sort of person!! So no late night chatting, talking on the phone, YouTubing!!
But I have Maulii! We'll be sleeping together..who needs all of that??
I am arguing with myself!! :P
Like Peeta did in Mockingjay..which reminds me
I COMPLETED THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY!!
It's left a void, like Harry Potter did!! It's like, when I completed Twilight/ Princess Diaries, I was really sad, but never felt a void, cause I knew Mia and Bella had a WONDERFUL life ahead, one I'd definitely kill for, that everything's solved, they're content, they're happy!!
Harry Potter is, well, HARRY POTTER!!! It was a really addictive book, no one can ever get over it!
But Mockingjay, I hated the ending!!
I know, it IS kinda justified cause you can only endure so much shit in life!!
Although I have to say, I was giddy with joy when Katniss killed Coin :D
Otherwise, that whole PHASE, after Prim was killed, was depressing, desolating!
I was FEELING like Katniss, seriously!! It felt like life was dragging, and there was nothing left, but later I realized it was the book that was dragging :P
And, although I was a strong Katniss-Peeta supporter, from the very beginning, the idea of Gale going away to some other district, 'probably kissing another pair of lips' and just cutting off from Kat's life, didn't really sink in. I mean, okay, they cant be together, but he could hang around in District 12, maybe find someone else, LIFE MOVES ON!! It's not like he'd never love again, cause I've seen people CRAZY in love move on and fall even more crazily in love again!!
Okay, so he knew her since they were kids, so now she'd have Peeta, he'd have someone else, they could at least be on talking terms!!
The idea of a Gale-less life for Katniss, is insane!! I didn't like the ending!!
I have read the last page of the story, and then the Epilogue like a gazillion times, and convinced myself she IS happy! Cause the first time u read it, its like Peeta means nothing to her, is just a means of survival. But when u read it more than once, u understand that she WANTS and NEEDS him!! That she finally experienced the hunger again!! (However vulgar that sounds :P)
I'd have liked a more expanded version of what happened once Snow and Coin were dead, how the government worked, what Gale really did, if he ever found someone, how Annie moved on!!
I REALLY LIKED FINNICK!! A lot more than Prim, or even Gale!!
Why'd he have to die??? :(
If it was up to me, I'd have killed her mum and let Finnick live!
Not to mention, add a lot more of Annie and Finnick! I'd love to know their history, how she creeped up on him, how he fell in love with her, how SHE fell in love with him!
But he died. And that's that! :(
But they have a babyyyy!!!!!!!!! :)
So now I am gonna continue Lord Of the Rings!!
The book's SO looking up!!!!!
Finally the Ring's history is being discussed, Bilbo is back, Gandalf is back :)
Oh, and I am curious about Aragorn and Arwen too !! :D
Raaton se dil ulajhte hai
Yahaaann!!!!!!
Girte hai samhalte hai
Kaaton se raah sajti hai
Yahaaann!!!!!!!!
I am soo addicted to the Roadies 8 theme song!!!
I was kinda worried cause of late, all I liked were romantic songs!!! :O
Example- ALL the songs of Dil to bachcha hai ji (ESPECIALLY Tere Bin!! And that Shweta Salve track..which is really sasssyy!!)
And has anyone seen this guy from 'Ye Saali Zindagi' ?? The guy other than Irrfan Singh!! He's mera newest crush!!! :)
I like him so much, we booked tickets for the movie!! :D
But then, it was Neha di's bday , so mum and others went without me!!
But I can't say I regret that, because I LOOOVEEEED the party!!
Okay, very frankly, first it was me an Neha di, and well, who needs others?? =D
But then people started arriving, and I, uh, don't really open up to people easily, so I started getting MAJORLY bored!! And I being bored, so I had to get out to get some air, and called Yashwi!!
Yashwi, my angel, rescuer, besstt friend!!! :)
Being the awaara that she is, she showed up with some caoching friends in Ming, which is where the party was! THAT'S when I started having FUN!!!!!!!
Uptil then, to divert myself, I'd been eating a LOT (the crispy babycorns are AMAZINGG), but well, let's just say Yashwi and me together, can eat A LOTTTTT!!!!!!! So then, for like an hour I was with Yashwi outside, hauking to our fullest :D
Then, when she had to go, well, I was in my form, so when I went back to the hall, a lot of people I didnt even know had gone home, and it was Neha di's friends that I know and LIKE, not ones I know!
So we had a lot of fun after that tooo!!
The sizzling browine was WOW!
Not to mention the Radisson black forest cake..scrumptious!! :)
Shit, I was thinking while writing, and I suddenly recalled, mum is leaving day after tomorrow!! For Jabalpur!! FOR 10 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the first time I am gonna be without her for more than a week..
How the hell will I manage?? :/
I am so attuned to her, I hate it when she's not there!! :(
Although, I'll not have to eat, bathe and stuff at the 'right time' =P
I wish she'd let me sleep alone, but oh NO, i ll have to go sleep at my Nani's place every night..and let's just say, mami is A VERY conservative, stick by the rules, sort of person!! So no late night chatting, talking on the phone, YouTubing!!
But I have Maulii! We'll be sleeping together..who needs all of that??
I am arguing with myself!! :P
Like Peeta did in Mockingjay..which reminds me
I COMPLETED THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY!!
It's left a void, like Harry Potter did!! It's like, when I completed Twilight/ Princess Diaries, I was really sad, but never felt a void, cause I knew Mia and Bella had a WONDERFUL life ahead, one I'd definitely kill for, that everything's solved, they're content, they're happy!!
Harry Potter is, well, HARRY POTTER!!! It was a really addictive book, no one can ever get over it!
But Mockingjay, I hated the ending!!
I know, it IS kinda justified cause you can only endure so much shit in life!!
Although I have to say, I was giddy with joy when Katniss killed Coin :D
Otherwise, that whole PHASE, after Prim was killed, was depressing, desolating!
I was FEELING like Katniss, seriously!! It felt like life was dragging, and there was nothing left, but later I realized it was the book that was dragging :P
And, although I was a strong Katniss-Peeta supporter, from the very beginning, the idea of Gale going away to some other district, 'probably kissing another pair of lips' and just cutting off from Kat's life, didn't really sink in. I mean, okay, they cant be together, but he could hang around in District 12, maybe find someone else, LIFE MOVES ON!! It's not like he'd never love again, cause I've seen people CRAZY in love move on and fall even more crazily in love again!!
Okay, so he knew her since they were kids, so now she'd have Peeta, he'd have someone else, they could at least be on talking terms!!
The idea of a Gale-less life for Katniss, is insane!! I didn't like the ending!!
I have read the last page of the story, and then the Epilogue like a gazillion times, and convinced myself she IS happy! Cause the first time u read it, its like Peeta means nothing to her, is just a means of survival. But when u read it more than once, u understand that she WANTS and NEEDS him!! That she finally experienced the hunger again!! (However vulgar that sounds :P)
I'd have liked a more expanded version of what happened once Snow and Coin were dead, how the government worked, what Gale really did, if he ever found someone, how Annie moved on!!
I REALLY LIKED FINNICK!! A lot more than Prim, or even Gale!!
Why'd he have to die??? :(
If it was up to me, I'd have killed her mum and let Finnick live!
Not to mention, add a lot more of Annie and Finnick! I'd love to know their history, how she creeped up on him, how he fell in love with her, how SHE fell in love with him!
But he died. And that's that! :(
But they have a babyyyy!!!!!!!!! :)
So now I am gonna continue Lord Of the Rings!!
The book's SO looking up!!!!!
Finally the Ring's history is being discussed, Bilbo is back, Gandalf is back :)
Oh, and I am curious about Aragorn and Arwen too !! :D
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